Sera Cheng Jean Lyn,
i trust in God alone :)

Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Pharmacy Science, class of 2012.

Chocolates. Fun in sun. Beach. Animals. Travelling. Tom&Jerry. Corals. M&Ms. Long chats. Vintage. Piglets. Elmo. Ariel. Making cards. Neon colours. Play wild. Sleepovers. Webcamming. Swimming. Fixing jigsaw. Pool party. Stuffed toys. Paul Frank. Funsized. Taylor Swift. Alienated monsters. Holidays. Raiding my fridge. Snacking. YouTube. PETA. Cheesecake. Milk. Poppers. Crafts. Choir voices. Marc Johns. Documentaries. Museums.


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collected race pack today and i was in wedges for 10 hours.. wow?
(i can't believe they printed the team name on the bib.. oh em gee it's too embarrassing.)


mani pedi with mah sister today yay feeling pampered again. it's been incredibly long since i did my nails!! i'm a happy girl. had geniki sushi for dinner and boy was it so fab!! maybe it's because i was hungry..

my sister bought her boyfriend a braun buffel wallet and it still blows my mind when i think of the price of that black piece of leather. will i ever spend so much for someone in future? ha ha ha i highly doubt so. but then again, they say love is blind. will it make one financially-blind?

skipped church today because i was still at town after 4+. decided to give it a miss, which means i've got to wake up early tomorrow. i shouldn't complain, i chose to skip it myself :/

:) had a good day.





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tay ping hui tweeted me and oh em gee i'm so ecstatic i think i'm about to hyperventilate. this is such a big deal because i loved him since i watched him on A Child's Hope. and you guys probably don't even know what that show is but trust me, he's indubitably the best artiste in mediacorp.

and he should feel damn honoured because i don't exactly appreciate local talents. but he's different! he has such a charming face and voice. /faints.


and i'm watching this for the 128379504th time already. okay maybe not watching, just listening. because i'm trying to find out how on earth do i draw a graph on excel. and this is going to take forever because i'm too distracted. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE FOCUSED ON MY WORK WHEN TAY PING HUI JUST TWEETED ME?? it's not every day an idol of yours tweets you right? totally forgivable if i don't hand in my homework tomorrow... i hope.

bad excuse hahahahahahahahaha.

okay bye guys!! i had a great fun with leenz and zhehao today. this entire day just ended perfectly well.

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i can imagine how enormously fat my bag will look tomorrow.

#1 hoodie, since i've 3 hours in the same room. you know it'll be cold. no, scratch that. it'll be frrrrrrrrrrrreezing.
#2 lab coat, for an obvious reason. i've lab session.
#3 sports attire, i'm considering going for volleyball training (again..... 3rd time in a week, and it's only wednesday, but no regrets!!)
#4 sports shoes, yeah you know why.

and lappy. that heavy thang. well to keep myself entertained for the 2 hour break i have. OR... i can try to finish my book. wait, reading sounds like a better plan. one, it's a whole lot lighter than my laptop. two, it's a lot more interesting than switching tabs from twitter to facebook and back to twitter repeatedly, even though no one has updated their statuses.

i'm exhausted.





i just got back from volleyball training, well sort of just.. maybe like half an hour ago? doesn't matter anyway.

it was full of awkwardness but i really got to thank leenz for helping me ease the tension and everything. i'm going again tomorrow because sandy phoned me just to ask if i'm going!! beyond touched, though it's just a call. it's been more than a year since i played with them. dangggggg, can't wait!!

tomorrow's lessons are from 9-5, with only an hour break in between. i know i won't survive. i know i'll sleep, what's new anyway? but in my school-just-started-so-i-shall-be-obedient attitude, i shall attempt to stay awake. which means, i need munchies.. and snacks during class = $$$.

really need to save, so far no good hahahahahahaha.



thought: should i try out for ivp??



lolololol jianying being a typical guy, hahahahahaaha!!



Love. A sacrificial love. An unconditional love.

When i deemed myself as wretched, He saw the goodness in me and picked me up. When i couldn't stop finding faults with myself, He gave me the strength to move on. When i kept condemning myself for the mistakes i had done, He forgave me and made me new. When i ran away and stopped seeking Him, He remained faithful.

His love so wide, so deep, so high, so long.. I cannot fathom. But it's true, His tangible love is real. Because of His indescribable love, he died on the cross for me, for me a sinner, for us sinners.

How great You are Lord? You see the fragility behind those who are tyrannising. You see the loneliness behind those who are seemingly popular. You see the hurt behind those who are smiling every day, yet are crying themselves to sleep.

Lord You're a Father. Beyond that, You're my saviour, my king. In You, i'm triumphant. In You, i'm made whole. Because of the nails Lord, that i'm set free from my sins.

I want to live every day knowing more about You.
I'm still so in awe.

Body piercings saved our lives.




this song spoke so much to me. really wanted to post it up when i first heard it but i thought it makes such a beautiful good friday/easter song so yeah..


school was exhausting. had pharm-azing race with the freshies in the morning and that's all the fun i had. it was lessons till 5 after that. my lecturer for MCDD seem really nice though, hopefully it's not because it's just the first day.

hun was reading my sister's keeper today. and i remembered just a few days ago i was telling jin how good an author jodi picoult is. jin you should seriously read her books!! hahahahahahaha.

2p02 (i'm more comfortable saying 1p02 though..) is going for an outing to east coast park tomorrow yay yay yay. i love that place, it's almost like an e2 hangout there. and how we'll cycle that 18km to changi, and then another 18km (like obviously right? hahahaha) back. then we'll all complain how much our butt muscles ache hahahaha <3
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it's too fast. i'm gonna have juniors in ngee ann and i can still vividly remember how much i enjoyed myself in FOC. it doesn't feel like a year, but certainly a year has passed. FOC.. honestly night walk wasn't that scary okay. i think i totally freaked and frightened myself out. but i'm afraid of the dark, can't help it. a huge part of me sort of regretted not completing the walk, but yet.. well it's over. i'm such a coward hahahahaha.

i'm still deciding if i should join npvb. i know i'm like taking forever to come to a decision. i asked leenz about it and she said they'll be teaching the juniors how to play vball right now so i shouldn't.. well at least not till a later point of time. but my skills are so rusty i think i need those trainings hahaha. i'm actually quite excited to join now because quite a few of my vball juniors are in np and are actually considering to join vball. if i can play with them again, it's like reliving 2009.

happy note: i bought my running shoes!! of course i've to pay my dad back the money but that's besides the point. it's not the one i was eyeing at because it was no longer in stock :( but this purple pair of shoes is beyond beautiful and striking. i can't wait to run in them. speaking (okay maybe typing if you're insistent about using the right words...) of running... i nearly died jogging 2km today. i'm quite ashamed about how much my stamina has weakened. plus, i've a 5km and 10km run coming up. and the 5km is less than a month away. 20 days to be exact.

hmm.. i'll be in for struggles.

frankly i'm very disgusted at how very unfit i am right now. but i never do get motivated to exercise. gone are the days when i'm in a sport cca. trainings would have helped me lose a lot, and yes i mean a whole lot, of weight. and i wouldn't have gained 7 freaking kg in poly.

all those sinfully good (and fatty) food...








my fave show last time, i miss kenan and kel. i hope they air it again. i miss all the old nick shows. like amanda bynes show, all that.. and cartoons like as told by ginger, hey arnold!, angry beavers...

okay,




i've to head down to school for
#1 post batam meeting
#2 orientation usher briefing

time's like flying during the last week of holiday. i can't believe it's already friday tomorrow. it feels like just yesterday i was standing at the altar, just soaking the presence of God. in a way it's a good thing 'cause sat's a day nearer! :) can't wait to see ignyte worship taking a whole new level.

oh, and in my neighbourhood, they just opened another 24 hour coffee shop. and by another, i mean the 3rd one. and it's crazy, because if they keep opening all these coffee shops, i'll never be able to resist late night eating. + this time, it's a whole lot nearer. it's like less than a 5min walk from my flat. i don't want to imagine how my weight's gonna elevate from now on.

fat tummy :/ hope i'll actually exercise it out.






okay this time's for real. i'm officially going to try out for worship min. sis v is gonna tell sis elaine about it and i'm really nervous, yet at the same time excited. serving the Lord should be a joyful thing :) sis v said they're gonna look more into my walk with God and all so i really don't know.. faith's been quite fluctuating. pray i'll do fine though.

(+ like as each day goes by, i keep thinking my voice is weakening. so it gets less powerful and pleasing every time i hear it, and i'm really lacking confidence now.. so i'm really gonna just see God's plans in me and if He thinks worship isn't the way for me to go then i'm gonna serve in CH.)

FOW is coming, hope my juniors will be friendly :')



p/s i'm really quite bored of my plain nails. they look clean when it's 'empty' and short but it's been so long since i had them painted. looks so dull, they need some bright pretty colours but i'm too lazy to put on polish myself. yet again, too broke to get a mani done. oh well...



i can't help but to skip with joy now. i'm probably the happiest i've been since this month.

#1 mommy made pancakes for breakfast
#2 dawn hunny is back in singapore
#3 i'm meeting my lovelies later
#4 it's B&J free cone day

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oh and like recently i've been talking to jin for quite awhile. even though it's only via msn but still, i like it when old friends catch up. haven't chatted with him since like forever. (jin are you seeing this??)

so.. 5 more days of fun till school reopens. i'm quite excited actually. school reopening = cash starts rolling in. holidays kinda suck when you've no allowance and you're done spending your savings.

mission: spend only 30 bucks a week when school starts.




like jin, i prefer if the 'why' part was a cry (hahaha at 2:56) but still a great cover anyway. (inserts mini dance!!)

p/s i think megan nicole and jason chen will make such a cute couple hehe.



i can see it. ignyte rising up to be a generation for His purpose. and today during service, God's presence was just so thick and overpowering. full surrender in worship. it's just between me and God.

we had our sermon at the altar today. it was a cool difference. we didn't have the comfort of our seats, but we were more focused that way. listening more intently. and God's going to touch so so many lives this easter, i know it.

looks like ignyte's gonna undergo some changes.. especially at adam. i can't wait, especially during p&w :') He's going to work through us.

today bro kahfei mentioned about the end times.
"You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of birth pains."
- Matthew 24:6-8

familiar isn't it? wars and conflicts going on now.. and the most recent tragedy in japan (y'know.. earthquake TWICE.). the scripture said it all. but i feel like i've not done enough for God.. don't think i'm ready.

i'm learning to let go of my past failures, so that i can grab hold of the new successes God has in place for me. i serve a just and loving God.

:) feels good to be back home at adam.






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feeling extremely thrilled right now because mandaz and i are discussing about aaron carter over twitter. he was my childhood MAJOR crush. he was sooooo mesmerising and charming!! /meltzzzzz

and how can you guys not know who aaron carter is? i always get these weird blank stares from my friends whenever i mention aaron carter. hello he was such a hit!! looks like i listened to music a lot more when i was younger hehe.

bringing back my childhood memories now. i still think he was cute, when he's younger. he ain't exactly how i thought he'll grow up to be.. as handsome and all.. so should i be thankful i didn't get the chance to date him?

ciaoz guys, search him up!!





playnation with s&w darlings yesterday, well only 3 of them. but still, i had such a fantastic time <3 i actually finished saving all the pictures zhehao uploaded on facebook but i didn't want to post them here because i was wearing my specs!! hahahaha sorry for being so look-conscious. but then again, you can always see them yourself if you're my friend, right?

all of you are so endearing and precious!!

and i'm not sure why, but i'm super happy for leenz and kenwoooo now! 'cause both jurong and st.hilda's won champion for nationals (vball) hehehe. i wonder what's it like.. beatty has never made it that far haha.

i'm starting to miss playing ball all over again.






i think i'm super blessed to have such cute friends around me.

so like on twitter i was asking if i should get a new phone or a new pair of running shoes. and i honestly didn't expect so many people to reply it!! haha, it was sort of just a battle with myself inside my mind.

but ok, so because of that tweet, yammy specially called me just to persuade me to get a new phone.. listing the pros (no cons, only pros!! hahahaha) and emphasising it's more important than shoes.

(actually shoes are sort of more a need now...)

hehe then i've nj which used a freaky way to text me, and acting all mysterious by being "oscarntommy" hahaha. and telling me how i honestly don't need that many shoes (but i guess he didn't know i needed running shoes to run my 5k and 10k), and that i should really get rid of my lousy ancient phone (with infrared by the way) hahaha.

+ all the other tweet replies, you guys are the bomb.

:):):)):):)) i'm a happy girl now. was a little down for not being able to go night service actually but you guys totally cheered me up and made my night better.. though unintentional.

i love all of you <3 bighug


i love all my friends.

so today i went for cleo's youth service which was awesome, and it was on evangelism (well ok she's from lighthouse evangelism hehe) but that doesn't mean that's all they preach about of course!!

note to self: got to step out of my comfort zone.

but anyway after that i went to kai's place, which was amazing because i had such a good time there. but "all good things come to an end" so ok while we were at the bus stop, i told my homies that i'll walk home from beatty and they were all so concerned about me hahaha 'cause #1 it's late, #2 it's far.

they are so sincere, but hey guys i'm safe now!! hehehe <3

so kai didn't make crumble but that's ok. we had pizza delivery :) and kai's bed is so comfy i fell asleep (so sorry hahaha).. but it's also because it was getting late.. like 10 odd and they were watching despicable me. p/s that's a fab movie!!

(hmm wished i took pictures..)

thanks everyone for making my sunday so lively :) relish relish yayyyyyyy.


this is rooz. kai got it for me a few months back. since i've no other picture to post, why not this!! hehehe





what upppppp.



i'm so obsessed with She (For Liz) by Parachute right now. and leenz is like my music buddy. we share our music collection!! seriously the number of music files i have.. it's like a grass to her field. she's a pirate, arghhhh.

and i'm meeting the s&w few on tues so i'm quite excited about that!!

+ service at lighthouse tomorrow with cleocleo and then chill out at kai's place. i'm anticipating the hangout at kai's place a lot because it'll be the first time STEPPING into his house hehehe, the last time, all i did was place his present outside so yuppzzzzz.

and of course service since it's been so long since i went lighthouse.. stoked stoked.

gave service at trin a miss today. got to 'repay' hahahaha.

holidays are ending.. yay/nay?



hi guys hahaha (this sounds so lame)

k it's 1.51 and i think insomnia really struck me this time. i'm the kind of girl that usually sleeps by midnight (hahaha usually 11).. but i've no idea why i can't sleep. i've been rolling on my bed for quite some time so i give up. i'm just going to use my lappy till lethargy hits me.

hmmm i really hope i feel tired by 230 though. it's not nice sleeping late, i don't like it. 'cause i'm a wimp and i'm afraid of dark places.. which is what my entire house is right now, 'cept for my room of course.

i'm so bored la la la la hehe ok bye.

p/s i deleted the first photo below hehehe 'cause insecurities got the better of me and i think i look to chubby :B