but i'm thankful for all the friends i have. and every single time i think of how blessed i am, i really can't ask for more. i just tweeted about failing my paper and yes i was seriously upset, but i didn't expect sweet messages to start rolling in. i am beyond touched and am truly sincerely thankful and appreciative of all the friends i have. can never ever take you guys for granted. YOU GUYS DA BEZ.
anyway i know i cry very easily but believe it or not, usually the tears just roll out themselves. i mean i seriously really dislike crying (in front of people) because of all the unnecessary attention and worry i'll get so it suck to show how vulnerable i actually am. and today upon receiving back my phan results (which i failed by the way), i cried. no surprise i know i know hahaha, but seriously, flunking a module which carries the highest credit is no joke. and i took my phone out and saw "Blessed are those who mourn; for they will be comforted. Matthew 5:4". then i realised how timely God is. He always gives me these little hints and motivations in life to encourage me.
Felt a lot better after that :)
chingchangciaozzzzz.
Monday, June 27, 2011 - 6:54 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2011 - 6:32 PM
school reopens tomorrow and i don't like the sound of that. okay hahaha, who does? but on the bright side, it's only 2 hours of IB and i get to go home! not that mentally taxing so i guess i should be happy with that?
hmm i've IB reflection journal to submit tomorrow and there's so many things (all lies actually) to write! no way can i fit it under 300-400 words. so sucky hahaha they always give word counts so low and make it seem like it's actually a really easy task. nice disguise. i spend way more time summarising.
meet my oversized elmo ring people!!
p/s does anyone know how to stop all those viral spammahhhsssss (on my tagboard)? hahahaha it's getting quite annoying..
Wednesday, June 22, 2011 - 12:56 AM
God did something so amazing i'm still very much in awe. i honestly feel that i'm super undeserving for God's love because He's just so perfect while i'm just.. a sinful being. but His grace is always flowing and never ending and it's pouring over me. i love this feeling. i love it when God feels super close to me like He's guiding my path 'cause usually i can just sense Him but i can't really.. get absorbed by the whole atmosphere.
adoration and appreciation.
indeed sometimes it's better to be pessimistic so that you can be pleasantly surprised, rather than be optimistic and be gravely disappointed hehe. p/s i get to go for cell outing hehe :)
hmm okay a confession for you guys:
I'M PLAYING MAPLE AGAIN. actually i really think there's nothing to be ashamed of but all my friends have been laughing at me about it so.. gahhh hahahaha. still... at least i'm having fun!
ciaoz!
Thursday, June 16, 2011 - 2:25 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2011 - 12:14 AM
these few days have been eventful and though it might seem it's more tiring to catch up with my social life, i know it's a lot more meaningful than just facing those inanimate books.
what happened: friday - hunt for picnic basket + mrs ho's birthday surprise saturday - baking with guiyan + service + deliver brownies to nj sunday - beloved sister's 21st yacht party
and just today.. we gave kai a mini surprise at his school and i'm so glad everything went well. had dinner at NYNY mhmm yum yum. chit chat by the esplanade in the night and i'll get the pictures from may asap! :)
life after CTs has been DA BOMB and i'll never want to give it up. lol of course i have to (back to reality).
good night peeps! i'm having chalet tomorrow with my p02 darlings :)
Thursday, June 9, 2011 - 10:43 PM
FREEDUMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB
yes finally! though i messed up a little here and there, i know there's no point crying over spilled milk.. i try okay hahaha, it's hard not to brood over it when it cost me so many marks.
anyway i went out to town after school hoping to find some good steals because it's GSS and seriously i was waiting excruciatingly long for my exams to be over just for this! but i didn't find anything i like and neither did yamz. disappointed so i wanted to cheer myself up with mani but ugh the lady did my nails so sloppily so it's double disappointment hahaha.
oh well :) perk: celebrating mrs ho's birthday tomorrow! gonna see her twins i can't wait! + we're going to surprise here i can almost imagine her astonishment.
ciaoz guys!
Sunday, June 5, 2011 - 2:18 PM
Saturday, June 4, 2011 - 10:47 PM
today's service was so good. felt so reconnected to God and it's really been a long time since i've felt His presence this thick. and during worship.. his presence was just amplifying and amplifying and amplifying i could just break out into tears. He brought my faith back up.
felt immense calmness and yet moved at the same time gahhhh i don't know how to put it in words but it was incredible. God's so real.
note to self: "the sluggard craves and gets nothing, but the desires of the diligent are fully satisfied." proverbs 13:4
Thursday, June 2, 2011 - 12:39 AM
studied in school alone for a few hours before song joined me. i think i can safely say it's productive because i usually don't even want to touch my notes hahaha. immuno's giving me such a headache though, i'm not sure if i can finish it in time but oh well i'm never prepared for any paper anyway.
achievement: i held my bladder for an hour +++ today hehehehe :$
ok then song came and he left and he came back with sushi! haven't seen him in such a while and it really does feel super good to be catching up.. chatting.. even if it means sacrificing my study time hehe. + i guess i had a mini htht with him i never thought i'd ever have with him.
the easiness to talk to song is amazing actually because it's not like we've known each other for a long time but yeah :):) i like it.
song if you ever read this.. thank you for today!! :')
