i finally got 100 songs (after illegal means) into my phone which is only 532mb.. when m1 gave me a free 8gb sd card hahaha, feel like i'm wasting the space so i've been a pirate for last hour.. if you guys get what i mean. i don't want to say it directly because, well, what if cyber police catches me??
i need to listen to more music haha. does anyone have any good songs to recommend? :):):)
- 7:28 PM
hasn't stopped liking this song since the first time i heard it. it's amazing.
anyway, there's no school for me on both tomorrow and thurs! :):) i really think God's so amazing because i was just praying for more time to study and catch up with my work and God just did something so incredible. now that there's no school on 2 days, i should seriously make the best out of it and mug till i throw up my wits on my papers this coming week.
i haven't told you guys... I GOT MY HTC DESIRE S BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! and i love it. albeit being too complicated for me, i think i'm finally sort of getting the hang of it :):)
which also means more game playing in class. oh speaking of games.. i think my battery life isn't really long. games suck the energy like there's no tomorrow.. or maybe i didn't charge it properly i don't know :( i hope my batt isn't spoilt :/
K BYE GUYS. i'm so jubilant today i'm not sure why hehehehehehehehehe
Saturday, May 28, 2011 - 11:32 PM
- 1:05 PM
it's chloe cleo's birthday today but she's not replying my text :( + teehee this photo was like 3 years back...
anyway yesterday marks the end of this insane week!! celebration: cell bbq which was really fab. really thank God that this shift wasn't very difficult for me.. and like at least my cell members are really friendly + sociable. less awkward hahaha.
so CTs are in a week or so and i really should start studying. but i can't help but rejoice over the end of 4 tests 1 presentation 1 report hehehehe it's like i survived world war 3.
k guys, ciaoz.
Thursday, May 26, 2011 - 11:54 PM
haha it's so sucky that i'm gaining so much weight. but i've a reason to binge - late night studying. i need to keep awake!!
i've my last 2 tests tomorrow and i really don't want to fail it. and it's not just about passing it, it's about doing fairly well. i don't need an A, that's too greedy according to where i'm standing now. but i'm desperately hoping for a min. B and if by some miracles it's possible, a B+.
because scoring 70% is just 3.0 GPA which is quite pathetic. then again, my GPA isn't even 3. i honestly think i'm last in class right now :/ can you imagine if i get 60% which is a C and then my GPA will be 2.0?? ugh so horrible.
immuno isn't my best sub, and i'm too distracted to study. i feel like i'm wasting time in school, i really do think that way. because i can be out there working and earning bucks for myself to spend, rather than to torture myself through this life i find meaningless. but this society is all about papers. it's all about looking at what qualifications you hold. they judge you not by your abilities, but by your grades. sad but true.
sigh but it's not like i'll drop out of school. what good will i bring to myself if i dropout now. i wasted a year and a half for nothing. might as well continue this painful journey and at least graduate with a decent diploma. and well i'm at it, i might as well get a GPA of at least 3.2. i'm bent on working hard because after today's talk on Branding Me (this talk that's supposed to help you discover yourself and your strengths blahblahblah), i'm feeling a lil bit more motivated.
i really seriously DO NOT want to waste anymore time in poly. because if i graduate with a GPA that's less than 3, it means i've been going through this miserable tormet for nothing. because no one cares about your dip too actually, THEY NEED THE FIGURES. they need your GRADES, need i emphasise again?
the society is so harsh right now. can't believe how realistic this world is.
sorry i'm just ranting on and on because i really need an escape from my notes. i've been facing it for too long and nothing and I MEAN NOTHING is getting (or maybe got) in my head.
suck suck suck ok bye guys. pray for me!!
- 4:30 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA!! <3
Wednesday, May 25, 2011 - 11:19 AM
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Tuesday, May 24, 2011 - 6:41 PM
1 presentation and 1 test down. just 3 more tests to go and i'm done with this insane week. quite excited actually! motivation to keep me going: cell bbq this friday :):)
i'm rather relieved to know that my pharm analysis test is on thursday and not tomorrow. thought i wouldn't have enough time at all but yayyy turns out that i remembered the day wrongly so yupp /phewww
this is such a nonsense post hahaha but it's boring to keep my blog dead. oh guys!! i chopped 3 inches off my hair and i'm a little dejected about it now. my fringe is short and ugly lol eewww.
p/s i haven't seen my ohg for a long time already :(
Sunday, May 22, 2011 - 11:39 AM
this is such a wonderful song. i like hercules, i like disney. i'm reliving my childhood now instead of doing my presentation, but.... no regrets hehe.
Saturday, May 21, 2011 - 8:20 PM
Laid Bare was so empowering.
so i was a tad bit late for service today :/ + clarice and i didn't sit with our new cell. 'cause we couldn't find them hahaha. worship was so... indescribable. i like worshiping God, i really do.
"You are deserving, of all the praises Lord."
cell dinner next week, maybe.. :):):)
Thursday, May 19, 2011 - 6:42 PM
- 1:37 PM
how guys, is your week so far so good? mine's nothing but hectic and next week's going to worse.
monday: presentation tuesday: pathology test wednesday: pharm analysis test thursday: finally a free day!! friday: immunology test
it's crazy. and exams are in about slightly more than 2 weeks' time but i'm not the least prepared. i know i always say that, but it's true. i'm never prepared.
giving cell meeting a miss today because i've a report to complete. + write my script for tomorrow's presentation. i'm seriously glad that tomorrow's friday, finally the end of a busy week.. and not to mention, tiring.
sat service will be the first time we'll be sitting as a new cell and all so.. i really pray things won't be awkward or anything haha. + clarice dear is coming!! :):)
i really don't know what else to rant about.. but i wanted to blog because i wanted to shhhh, procrastinate.
Monday, May 16, 2011 - 11:00 PM
things that happened today:
#1 i had a field trip to little india. - i did henna (it's super pretty) - fell in love with indian ethnic costumes... again. - found out that my ISI teacher got a bachelor when she was only 19 - she was a lecturer at 19
(and what will i be doing at 19? hmm ok still studying my life out hahaha)
#2 i went for vball training - it was slack, so it's fun hehehe we played matches - i was open spiker today and the guys didn't trust me enough to set any balls for me - but i'm quite relieved because i know i'll fail ultimately - played like 4 matches, so shiokkkkkkkkk
#3 bus ride back home - saw my ISI classmate and he sat next to me - this aunty started preaching about buddhism - felt so awkward but he (i forgot his name lolol) was so brave - revealed our identities in Christ but the woman just kept babbling - but she's friendly though
(it's hard to grasp isn't it? the whole concept of evangelism. because i've never come across this sort of situation and it's kind of the 'appropriate' time to share about Christ but i was too timid. Mr. What's-His-Name on the other hand handled it so well i feel a little ashamed of myself... :/)
okay sorry for the lack of updates guys, school's been taking a toll on me, and it's still taking. i wonder if i can really cope this sem but i have to, it's not a choice.
strongest urge to drop out of school but that's too wild a thought. i won't.
Thursday, May 12, 2011 - 9:49 PM
God really gave me assurance. He's more than enough :')
Wednesday, May 11, 2011 - 10:39 PM
i really messed up during practical, and my lecturer... just seem to hate me even more than before. i just get the feeling of her wanting to shoot poison darts at me, but since it's obviously illicit, she did it mentally. but i could feel it. felt like hiding into a hole but gahhhh :/ my bad for laughing in her class.. playing around.. not paying attention.. and ultimately not following the protocol for the experiment.
met up with natasha after school before we went for training and we played taboo with a few of her friends. sort of brought my mood back up :):)
P(me getting into team) = 0 but i don't know why i don't feel as affected as last week haha. OHHHH but then again the coach put me as libero and i'm superrrrr elated about it. i just felt like skipping around. i like being a libero so so much hahaha, though my receiving is still quite.... :/
but it's okay, it might be a good thing that i'm not in the team. you know, like i can concentrate and pull my pathetically low grades up hahaha.
p/s i've not bathed. i'm typing this in attempt to break the smelliest and dirtiest girl alive record.
Monday, May 9, 2011 - 3:35 PM
today i don't feel like doing anything...
but.. i've yet to complete: #1 mcdd test revision (haven't even started actually) #2 pathology tutorial
oh well :):):)
- 1:54 AM
it's 1:54 and i can't fall asleep. i've a long day ahead tomorrow and i can't afford to be tired because i've yet to study for a test on tuesday. but my body isn't cooperating with me and it sucks.
insomnia.
i used to be the one that sleeps at 11 sharp, maybe even earlier. and i seriously don't like this feeling of being up so late. it's eerily dark and i'm just too paranoid. it feels like there are paranormal eyes staring straight down at me and shoot, that thought just gave me the coldest chills. i scare myself too often, especially when darkness falls.
i've a presentation tomorrow. am i too worried for it? ha, obviously not. i've my entire script typed out so what's there to be apprehensive about? i don't know, all i want now is sleep. but that's not my body wants. it wants to play, i'm wide awake. so awake you wouldn't believe anyone would be at this unearthly hour.
to think of it, i'm actually quite hungry. but i'm too cowardice to leave my well-lit room and enter the realm of complete darkness to search for food.
i'm not feeling right hahahaha, okay good night folks. back in attempt to sleep.
Sunday, May 8, 2011 - 12:32 PM
cutest thing i've ever seen :')
Friday, May 6, 2011 - 9:33 AM
accomplishment this week: i spent <20 bucks
my muscles are so sore right now but i like this ache. but i'm not sure if the pain will be gone by saturday. imagine running 5km with immense pain from your muscle with every step you take, ouch. it hurts when i climb up the stairs.
but i still like it because it shows i've stretched/exercised. feels great :):)
so it's granny birthday dinner tonight, which means i've to give ignyte tertiary gathering a miss. it's pretty sad because i missed blueprint already, sort of didn't want to miss another event but oh well. on a happier note, buffet dinner!!
++ my f21 package is arriving today!! :):):):):):):):):):):):)):):):)):):)):)):):):):):):):)
Tuesday, May 3, 2011 - 10:25 PM
disappointed? definitely.
Monday, May 2, 2011 - 10:56 PM
MATT, Y U SO CUTE?
matt looks so mesmerising i can't take my eyes off him now. but then again, i'll be over the moon if he gets together with alyssa. they'll make the perfect couple, too cute :')
