Sera Cheng Jean Lyn,
i trust in God alone :)

Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Pharmacy Science, class of 2012.

Chocolates. Fun in sun. Beach. Animals. Travelling. Tom&Jerry. Corals. M&Ms. Long chats. Vintage. Piglets. Elmo. Ariel. Making cards. Neon colours. Play wild. Sleepovers. Webcamming. Swimming. Fixing jigsaw. Pool party. Stuffed toys. Paul Frank. Funsized. Taylor Swift. Alienated monsters. Holidays. Raiding my fridge. Snacking. YouTube. PETA. Cheesecake. Milk. Poppers. Crafts. Choir voices. Marc Johns. Documentaries. Museums.


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my life's boring.
there's nothing for me to update.

my apologies,
ciaoz :)









i'm a happy girl right now, eileen's text totally made me smile :') thanks love, (L)



for the daredevils...

so yesterday i caught Black Swan and it was the worst choice i've ever made. haha, don't get me wrong!! i mean i suppose it's a good movie, a really good one in fact. but i've a weak heart you see, i'm not made to watch psycho thrillers hahaha, OMG. and a lot of scenes were cut off so like yeah :/ it wasn't as gross as what everyone says it to be.. which is a great thing! but then again, if you want to look at lesbian sex or something then just watch it online because there's nothing much in the one airing in the cinema ha ha ha ha ha.

i hope you don't though lol.

but yeah, so every single time Nina's (the swan queen) alone, i'd cover my eyes HAHAHA. and then ken will pester me to watch the show because he claims i'm wasting money. my money in exchange of my frail heart..... WORTH IT (A)

thanks ken, for yesterday :)

JOHNNY JOHNNY JOHNNY JOHNNY WHOOP JOHNNY WHOOP JOHNNY JOHNNY JOHNNY JOHNNY.
anyone knows how to play this? :/



i don't get why.

i don't understand why this whole emotional turmoil is coming back. i'm clear that i had you etched way too deep in my mind. i'm aware that you were once playing a huge role in my life. but what's over is over.

it's not as though this date is a significant one. why is there such a flood of flashbacks? when i thought i succeeded in getting over you, how wrong was i.

i'm no longer able to ignore the aches. i'm no longer able to believe in this deceptive happiness. every time i see your pictures, pangs of throbbing discomfort spills over me, and buries me. i'm no longer able to catch my breath.

you had it wild, you spared no thoughts of mine. you were too merciless for me to handle.


i like bus rides with yingz. yesterday we were talking about studying abroad so yeah..

well you guys should probably already know how desperately i want to get out of singapore. i mean, i don't have to study in a very prestigious college abroad. i just want to leave this country of complete hustle and bustle.

and i really like how yingz understands me. she knows how much i really dislike (maybe even detest) studying. she understands that before i come to poly, i didn't even have in mind the thought of going to a university because it's just not me to pursue studying. dawn.. have i told you this before? because i think i did.

but yeah.. i guess the environment forces you to change your mindset. when you're the ONLY ONE in the entire class, maybe even entire course, that doesn't want to pursue a degree, it makes you realise how far aback you'd be from the rest.

that's how the whole studying-abroad-for-a-degree thing come about because i most certainly won't be able to make it into a local U.

but i'm still pondering the importance of a degree. since i'm not after knowledge, the only thing that can be driving me is money, and recognition. money to support my own livelihood.. and of course to be able to splurge. recognition.. that people will believe in my capabilities.. because people now only look at your qualifications and without that to back you up, no one's going to listen to you. sad but true.

people around me just don't get it sometimes. education is their priority.

sigh why do i even have to think about getting a degree? diploma can suffice.


i can't believe i forgot to mention the most hilarious moment last night!!

so like yingz was admiring my ancient phone (that still has infrared by the way) and i asked for it back.. and when she passed it to me, my hand accidentally hit it and it flung straight down into the cake bits!!


and it's so chocolate-y because it was full of melted reversO ice cream HAHAHA, zomgggg. my phones don't like to be clean, it's official.

right now my phone still has a tinge of chocolate smell lingering..

my parents will slaughter me into pieces if they found out.. but at least the phone isn't spoilt (WINK) ;)

p/s being what a genius i am, I KNEW I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO WASH THE PHONE.





we had a post-birthday surprise for yingz at pizzahut and it was such a blast. and what made it terribly funny was her ignorance. she was the happiest person around singing the 'happy birthday' song without knowing the cake's for her. Y U SO CUTE YIYING? :) hehe.

so the surprise was a good one because we caught her off guard.

had such a good time catching up with my sweethearts and haha wow, realised how much i miss 4e2. we were reminiscing a bit and laughing at how silly we all were. especially when the guys were teaching me hokkien!! well... 'teaching'.

:') love you all to bits and pieces. thanks for coming, means a lot to me and definitely yiying, i'm sure. especially so when you've a major test/presentation tomorrow! so touched, really :')

xoxo.


i just remembered the craziest thing that happened today.

so i took 74 instead of 52 today because i missed my bus.. and well, 52's frequency is mad low. i got onto 74 and throughout the entire ride, i was just memorising my script, not taking notice of my surroundings!! hahaha, thennnnnnn!! when i was nearing school, i gave jas a call and asked her where she was. her reply was, "in the bus, on your left."

I TURNED AND I SAW JAS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME.

omgee i couldn't stop laughing at how oblivious i was!! and there wasn't even anyone sitting in between us, like oh my gosh.

the end!! HAHAHA, :') i love you jas.




HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY LOVELIES (L)

today was a delightful one because i met many of my loved ones. and i saw sarah and chunyee in school! greatest joy ever (skip around!!)

jas and i crashed accountancy lecture for like the first 10 minutes and i promise, the chairs in the theatre were the greatest entertainment ever. i've no idea how hard i laughed because i was having too much fun. great relish. and i just keep ending up squashed hehe. good times :') and i saw so many people i know there!! amirah.. yiying.. marissa.. eileen.. mandaz.. zhehao.. in high spirits now yay yay yay!!

have a good day ahead people. spread the love.






(i'll be real glad if you'd take the time to watch the entire vid, thanks)

WHAT IS LOVE?

God's love is unconditional, everlasting. And yes indeed real love isn't our love for God, but His love for us. Because of His love for us, He sent his one and only son to die on the cross for us. For us sinners. For us the unworthy. For us the wretched. And it's because He loves us so, so much, that He is still pouring His love and forgiveness out to us, despite all the evil we've done. Now that's love. That's love, because love does not keep records of wrong. I serve a great God, and i just thought all of you should know who He is.

I love, because God first loved me.

God is love, and love never fails.






How can the only thing that's killing me,
make me feel so alive?



movies to rent after exams (movie marathon anyone?):
1. morlin rouge
2. sweet home alabama

++ whatever movies that are tear-jerking. good plan :')

so exams are in about 2 weeks' time and i'm clearly not prepared. i always tell myself to start studying but my focus is never there. what's wrong with you sera!! and by the time i feel the urgency, it's too late. (SIGH)

haha, oh well :) i can't afford to mess this sem up (i always say that but no action's taken BOOOOO) so yeah.. FORGET IT, i'll start studying tomorrow hehe.

dinz with moma tonight heehaw.



i wanted to post about something that happened today, but the goldfish memory of mine completely erased whatever that occurred off my mind. so i can't remember. TOO BAD HAHAHA.

ANYWAY I JUST HAD HOKKIEN MEE WHICH IS BAD 'CAUSE IT'S 10 ODD. SUPPER'S SO UNHEALTHY IT MAKES YOU FAT, DO YOU KNOW THAT? hahaha, of course you do. that's why all of you aren't like me, you don't binge and munch barbarically in the middle of the night.

but hey, at least my tummy's satisfied now. oh yeah, my stomach's like so insanely weird recently. it keeps growling for no reason and it's embarrassing most of the times. okay fine i admit, ALL THE TIME. because i think it growls so hard, it starts vibrating my chair. maybe i'm the only one who can feel it, but still, inner ego tells me everyone's secretly sneering at me.

LISTEN TUMMY, BE OBEDIENT. and it makes me more frustrated because it starts "vibrating" just 5min after i finish my MEAL. and by meal, i do mean meal. like big fat cheeseburger with an upsized drink or something. YOU SEE MY ANGST??

HAHAHA, okay not that i was really angry. more like embarrassed by my problem :( my tummy's totally humiliating me!!!

to end it abruptly like always,
ciaoz homies.


FROM MY DEAREST FRIEND EILEEN (L),

Cause when the sky is darkest,
you can see the stars.
When you fall the hardest,
you find how strong you are.
Close your eyes, rest awhile,
it’s been a long long day.
So come on baby,
have a little faith :)

thank you sweetheart :')



MINE.


LOVE STORY.


FEARLESS.


FIFTEEN.

(REGRETS) SHE IS SO DAMN AWESOME.



so if you guys don't already know, i'm the kind of girl who doesn't plug in on long bus rides. i'd rather look out and enjoy what's rushing pass me, or maybe just be lolled back on the not very comfy seats and start having wild thoughts haha.

so like yesterday i was thinking about how bad a spendthrift i'll be when i grow up. because well my salary be definitely at least twice of what i'm receiving right now and that's going to be very immensely satisfying. i mean, i'll have so much extra for myself, if i continue to spend only about 15 on food a day. i'll have excess right? i mean i not necessarily have to spend it on clothes and all you know.. fashion is so temporary. i'll probably splurge on travelling. i've a huge hunch that says i won't be able to resist spending my dough on travelling. i like exploring new places.

and of course, right now all i've been thinking about is to have an escapade.

so yeah.. especially caves. yes, and waterfalls. these both, a definite must.

but i like having kids. and having little rowdy boys and girls running around misbehaving is sort of restricting me from my plans. haha, i'm too young to even be thinking of such.

just wondering.. this post is so senseless haha.






so many people around me are unwell/injured recently.

big shoutout to all you homies:
nana, eileen, G, mandazelinda, clarice, jon

<3 get well soon loves!!



i really should get started on my tutorials right now but i'm totally not in the mood. went to city square after school today w/ jas (L) i think we stayed in the scrapbook shop for like forever and a half, but we came out with a total of less than $25. jas bought more though $$ all i got was papers.

but they're expensive for those thin sheets, to me.

super motivated to work now. so i can spend my moolah on useless things like such - scrapbook materials HAHAHA. but i think it's super worth it because this is the year most of my friends turn 18. which is their legal year so it should be something nice, sweet and definitely sincere. a personal hand-made card fits all of the above.

and i bought this pretty paper to decorate my old bible. feeling elated now (dance around) scrapbooking can be so fun but sometimes i think i've zilch talent for it. my cards usually don't turn out the same as those displayed (and professionally done OR just maybe factory made) in the shops. BOOHOO.

i'm sprouting nonsense haha ciaoz.







svc was good good good today, and not to mention really impactful. didn't eat dinz with cell 'cause i was supposed to stick to soft diet (which is like vege and porridge and whatnot.) so yeah, next week yay! :) and i'm meeting sis V next week to talk about serving.. pretty nervous.

God's plans are greater than mine.

oh and please listen to this:



such a great song so yupp :')






forever Yahweh, Yahweh.




(i didn't know there's a clean version to this so yay!)
thank you G, :)

anyway, so i went house visiting today.. which is pretty much what every chinese have been doing i guess. nothing much, except kairong was texting me and hahaha, so touched because he was messaging me from malaysia. which means it's going to cost him a lot more $$ even though it's not very substantial but still.. haha thanks rongz!! :) AND HE JUST ASKED IF I WANTED ANYTHING FROM GIANT HAHAHA, yeah like i can't buy things i need there over here in singapore!! hehe
tomorrow's another day of travelling.. from one house to another haha.

benefit: more moolah :)



i'm diagnosed with stomach flu + fever.

thanks you all, for all the really sweet messages. through twitter or text, really appreciate it. means a lot to me :) it's the first time i'm having stomach flu so it's quite an experience (haha like when i was burnt with concentrated H2SO4). don't worry peeps, it's not like i enjoy mutilating myself.. nor do i like the pain. i just like experiencing new stuffs ha ha ha ha ha i'm normal!!

so okay, i'm still contemplating if i should go for reunion dinner.. considering i'm so weak right now. it was only 10min ago when i got enough energy to pull myself out of bed to actually turn on this lappy. hehe. but yeah, looks like this new year won't be as relish but that's fine :) being unwell has it's own perks too.

love you folks (L) :)



feeling my worst right now, and chinese new year is just the following day.

so okay i've been burping non-stop (just air ok! there ain't stench.) - which is pretty horrible 'cause i seldom/almost never burp at all - since an hour ago and it's breathtaking. i can barely breathe properly now it feels like my bronchi are choked up or something.. like there's a ball of plasticine blocking my airways up. so torturous.

i hope i don't have to stay home this new year. but i'm sure this wouldn't affect how much goodies i get to eat hehe.

but i've to see the silver lining in every dark cloud right? i thank God for my sister, that she was so caring towards me. even it means by the simplest action. i was feeling so terrible (as you can probably infer already) and she said it might be due to hyperacidity in my stomach so okay right i've to eat antacid? NO WAY. i've been taking mefenemic acid pills for almost a year now and never have i touched the antacid tablets. ME + MINT = IMPOSSIBLE. but my sister, being sweeter than saccharin, pulled me up from my lying position and brought me to the kitchen. she took the tablets out and chopped it into 4 pieces for me.. so that it's more palatable.. in a way. like i don't have to chew and suffer the agony of having mushed up mint inside my mouth + the aftertaste lingering.

SHE DA BEZ :)

thank you God, (L)



anyhoo! had obc test today which is pretty trashy. but heck that, it's cny eve tomorrow which means i'll be meeting my e2 darls :) greatest perk ever.

hehe i miss volleyball. felt so good when my sister and i played at the void deck, even if it means only for a mere hour. and she's going to try out for NUSVB so yay, hope she makes it :) so excited for her haha.

reunion lunch + dinner tomorrow. looks like diet plan is going to fail, bad HAHA, OH WELL. it never works anyway.

have a good lunar new year people!