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Captured by your grace.
SERAHHHH! ♥



Sera Cheng Jean Lyn,
i trust in God alone :)

Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Pharmacy Science, class of 2012.

Chocolates. Fun in sun. Beach. Animals. Travelling. Tom&Jerry. Corals. M&Ms. Long chats. Vintage. Piglets. Elmo. Ariel. Making cards. Neon colours. Play wild. Sleepovers. Webcamming. Swimming. Fixing jigsaw. Pool party. Stuffed toys. Paul Frank. Funsized. Taylor Swift. Alienated monsters. Holidays. Raiding my fridge. Snacking. YouTube. PETA. Cheesecake. Milk. Poppers. Crafts. Choir voices. Marc Johns. Documentaries. Museums.


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Monday, January 31, 2011 - 5:48 PM


it's been raining for i-have-no-idea how long already.. and i've a hunch that singapore's going to flood soon. as if this threat isn't obvious enough haha. so yeah. orchard can flood again if she wants but really, please np, don't flood. i don't want to have my slipper float away again. enough of embarrassing moments in school HAHAHA.

so cmb test was quite bad because i threw the first 10 marks away. have not. a. single. clue. on what to label so alright, demoralising much. got to do well for obc, but i'm not studying productively hehe :/

SO EXCITED FOR LUNAR NEW YEAR.
SO EXCITED TO HAVE CASH ROLLING IN.

ciaoz.



Sunday, January 30, 2011 - 6:55 PM



/meltzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz <3


- 1:35 PM


this is why i should never have turned my lappy on - i get way too distracted.

so it's about almost half an hour since i've not touched my notes and i've COMPLETELY lost any motivation (even the 1% to start off with) to carry on with cell and molecular bio. which is a terrible terrible thing because right now, i'm STUDYING for a test. and yes difference, i'm not revising.

i do not have a clue on what the principles of inheritance and mutation are, neither do i know what DNA and DNA replication is about. let's not talk about restriction enzymes and cloning.

i promise my lecturers are out to kill me. ME ALONE, because i don't pay attention in class hahaha, so they just bombard 3 huge topics in my face. "there you go sera, i'll see how you're going to survive through this hurdle. HOPE YOU CRASH AND BURN." this should be in their heads. very likely.

and see, i'm blogging. i actually do care a lot about my studies (haha what a geek i am) but i don't know, i just do not get the drive to study right now. i'll start at 2 and hopefully complete my first topic by 2.30 since i'm already 3/4 there. yayyyyy :)

toodles people!!


Saturday, January 29, 2011 - 9:03 AM


because i always got distracted from my real goals (exams),
this sem shan't be any different!!

movies to watch after exams:
1. i am number four
2. black swan (maybe even before hehe)
3. no strings attached
4. just go with it

other things to do:
1. swim once every week
2. exercise A LOT more!!
3. persuade my parents to let me sleepover at ctwy's
4. ice skating with vball team omgee <3
5. try out night cycling
6. rollerblade
7. shop for white denim shorts
8. jamming

(L) that's all for now hehe


Friday, January 28, 2011 - 10:57 PM



beautiful. inspiring. :')

anyway i had a great day out with ctwy and there's always just so much to talk about when we're together. endless topics. love her so much yay.

p/s i found out i've been going tampines quite frequently recently. hahaha, despite it being zomg crazily far.


Wednesday, January 26, 2011 - 5:53 PM

it's 5:53 now, and it's not as bright as the usual near 6.
ominous dark clouds.. and a heavy downpour just ended (oh it started again). gloomy day.

Wednesdays without s&w doesn't feel the same :/

anyway, at least ij is now over!! frankly, i'd rather have 8 hours of s&w. but oh well. challenge done, and i think i'm pretty satisfied with my group's work. the making of our prototype was superrrrrr time-consuming, but we still managed to finish it haha, duhhhh we had to.

so yupp! last time i'll see my groupmates. sad day haha. and the whole grey atmosphere's just aggravating it. (the only sound i hear right now is myself typing.. oh the stillness. good time for thoughts actually hehe)

IS modules aren't fun, they really aren't. but at least all my classmates made it a whole lot better. thanks guys!! (L)


just thought you'd like to know, i'm actually eating these now hehe. it's sold by this old granny near my house and it's the bomb i tell you. it's worth more than 1.50 for a pack of 8. she should sell it for 3 for a dollar, and i'd still buy it. DA BEZ.

p/s ngee ann international business COP 6?? the madness.

and.. HAPPY 18TH YIYING LOVE :)


7 years with you was beyond fantastic :)


Monday, January 24, 2011 - 6:20 PM


i'm such a klutz man.

went to the restroom before heading home today and i accidentally dropped my phone on the floor. like eew, dropping your phone on the toilet floor is sick and gross right? so my first natural instinct was to wash it under running water.

what the pancakes was i thinking?

i know, no one in the right mind would do such a foolish thing. but i can't help it. the toilet is like infested with who-knows-how-much germs. i can't stand that thought. besides, i did the washing in split second.

sigh, regrets.

my phone's completely dead right now. i need to stop being so hasty and just seriously think before i take action. how dumb was i to actually place my phone under the tap?

now i've to think of how to explain to my parents. booooooooooooooooo.


Sunday, January 23, 2011 - 10:47 PM



- 7:06 PM

i ate mounts of sinfully good food today.

1. ba kut teh with all the side dishes that comes along with it.
you know.. salted veg.. pork in some unknown awesome sauce.. those kind.

2. beard papa vanilla coronets.

3. din tai fung (supposedly dinner but we ate @ 5 hahaha)

so i'm probably going to be hungry and start munching again soon. hmm it's 7 now.


anyhoo!! i bought clothes today :) which felt good because moma paid for them, despite knowing i already have heaps of new clothes for new year. but then again, i've not enough bottoms.

truth be told, i'm quite sick of my bottoms. it's always the same-old same-old that i'm wearing to school, which makes me quite a boring person hehe. okay i actually am, but i don't like it.

things to be bought (at the expense of my own moolah) during 6 week break:
1. white denim shorts
2. dark denim cuffed shorts
3. more pretty jeans

that should be it? :)

okay and i bought 2 more footwear today which is a wickedly bad thing because that means i've 6 new shoes for cny. omg!! hahahaha, moma better not read this. she'll KEEEELLLLLL me.


- 1:23 AM

Kenneth says
eh you not sleepy meh
its like 1 plus
and you're.....sera
you sleep early
LOL

OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA KENNNNNN <3


Saturday, January 22, 2011 - 8:35 PM





home and service was so impactful. gonna commit. worship min or ch? shall ask sis V for help! God is good.

"just because you serve God, it doesn't mean you love God. but if love God, you'll definitely serve Him." - brother kahfei

Jehovah Jireh :)


- 12:20 PM



- 12:01 AM


feeling zonked after a long friday.

highlight: i burnt myself with concentrated H2SO4 today.
(it's probably going to leave a scar so, ain't that cool.)

but i guess it was quite an experience. considering you'll never get to experience having part of your leg being corroded by 95% pure sulphuric acid anywhere else. it was hurting insanely, stinging real bad, but i'm fine now. though my wound area is pretty numb. i can pinch it hard, and i won't feel a tinge of pain. so yupp i hope my nerves aren't damaged HAHAHA.

met manda panda after school and headed to tampines. i wanted to get materials from urbanwrite. didn't want to squeeze with hoards of people at town so yupp, chose a (much) further destination instead! :)

but i ended up not buying materials. ate at secret recipe instead and boyyyyyy, i was so darn bloated. appeasing indulgence.

took a bus back home from tampines.. yay concession!!

TGIF!!


Thursday, January 20, 2011 - 11:51 PM

good news:

don't worry folks, i've showered.
i won't go to school smelling fetid like a dead rat.

:)


- 10:43 PM


back from games and i'm too tired (and lazy) to bathe. stinky, but i don't really care for now 8)

matches were a lot longer today because it was the best of 3 sets but yay it was fun :') i'm too lethargic to think, so i'm not going to elaborate. but things were good :)

got 4th and i'm very contented. loving my team so much (L)

what else to say?? OH YES, i had supper with jol at bishan. hokkien mee was sooooooooooo satisfying omgee!! wanted to get dessert but wasn't really in the mood for something sweet so i skipped. AND ALL JOLENE HAD WAS ICE KACHANG. she and her abnormally small appetite!! :O

okay i'll end. ciaoz.

p/s eileen threw the 1.50 back to me and i didn't realise!! :/ hehe


Wednesday, January 19, 2011 - 11:26 PM


i really like my volleyball team a lot :')

matches were fine today, it wasn't all that bad. jordan was having his one-man-show moment by serving 15 consecutive balls for 2 consecutive matches. 30 balls straight. what an alien haha.

and oh!! was it zhehao or ken who told me how skillful he actually is? i mean, i know he's real good, but never actually that great you know? best spiker in np, best setter in singapore, st. hilda's (which is #1 in singapore for boys team by the way) vice captain. like oh em gee.

but yeah! and we lost 2 matches. the last match especially and we weren't supposed to be in the finals but things cocked up or something, i'm not sure. so in the end, we've to play games tomorrow. which sounds fine to me actually, beats having a make up class, and just sit to watch people play hahahaha.

yupp! and then we headed to KAP macs for dinner (p/s i was like mad hungry i complained 1947109283921 times). had filet-o-fish yay yay yay.

laughed so much today :')

i love my team hehe.


Tuesday, January 18, 2011 - 9:48 PM

for this, i know i need God.


- 8:11 PM


done with cmb proj presentation and you have no idea what a relief it's finally over. got scared out of my wits before presenting my part on marfan syndrome but just remembered i shouldn't fear, because it's doubting God. stumbled and stammered but.. at least i can now kick cmb away.. for the project part.

so i'm just left with obc yay yay yay (though it's going to be a long tedious one)

school wasn't that bad today. felt a little guilty for ditching that AIA jasper guy but sigh, i don't want to commit anything and i was too ashamed to reject him over the phone. sorry! (not that he reads my blog, i know) - self comfort okay hahaha.

p/s i regretted buying a dress, it doesn't look as pretty anymore :(


Monday, January 17, 2011 - 10:05 PM

happy 1000.

Reblog if you are always that one person who is still laughing when everybody else has stopped minutes ago



this is me, ALL THE TIME sigh hahaha.


- 8:48 PM

999th post.


record-breaking: i took 2 hours to get to school today.

can you imagine? staying in the bus for 2 whole hours. thank God i've a seat, or my legs would be awfully sore. but yeah, bad traffic jam because there were 4 pretty major accidents happening at almost the same time, nationwide. what a sad coincidence.

you can read more here.

but yeah.. reason why >50% of the students were late!! yay i'm so grateful that mr imran is such an understanding teacher. trust me, if it's like ghandi or something, she'll probably just mark me as absent already.

p/s i reached class at 9.56am when lessons start at 9 (Y)

sort of celebrated dawn hun's birthday today though it was nothing elaborate. had cramps so i didn't have dinner with her, which was really what i anticipated the most. but oh well. and sigh, forgetful me forgot to bring her prez! shall pass it to her tomorrow yayyyy :)

happy belated birthday honey!!

i had a good day because i only have lessons from 9-11. and 'cause i only reached class at near 10, i only studied for 45min HAHAHA. horray to a stress free day.

:) love you guys.


Sunday, January 16, 2011 - 3:27 PM

pain :(


- 12:21 AM

pardon me, i'm bored.

39 secrets about you. be honest no matter what.

1. who was your last 4 texts from?
ctwy and clarice darl :)

2. where was your profile picture taken?
facebook: cathay

3. what’s your middle name?
cheng

4. your current relationship status?
single (inserts FOREVER ALONE guy here)

5. does your crush like you back?
none

6. what is your current mood?
happy bammy

7. what color shirt are you wearing?
red like boomz

8. are you feeling romantic or frisky?
friskayyeeeeee

9. if you could go back in time and change something, would you?
guess so.

10. where was the last place out of town, that you went to?
phuket i think.

11. ever had a near death experience?
yes

12. something you do a lot?
eat like a monstah (which reminds me of my failed diet, again.)

13. do you have a fondness for gnomes?
no trolololo

14. who can/do you tell anything to?
<3s

15. name someone with the same birthday as you?
junying

16. when was the last time you cried?
just this evening in church

17. where are you right now?
home

18. if you could have one super power what would it be?
cliche, to fly.

19. what’s the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
a lot, i observe fast haha.
height + tan + eyes + body (AT THE SAME TIME)

20. who is your favorite celebrity train wreck?
idk, i haven't disliked any celeb yet

21. what is a Saying that you believe?
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

22. favorite color(S)?
bright sunny ones

23. what is one thing that annoys you on tv?
nawh, everything on tv is good. esp cartoons hehe

24. do you still like kiddy movies?
like disney oh em gee definite yes.

25. what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
no but i'm gonna get milk now brb

26. do you speak any other language?
back. amazingly fluent mandarin and hokkien (whistles)

27. what’s your favorite smell?
mm zai

28. describe your life in one word?
purposeful

29. have any tattoos?
no

30. what are you looking forward to the most?
end of sem break

31. what are you thinking about right now?
:) happy thoughts

32. what should you be doing?
sleeping (my bedtime: 11pm)

33. who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
don't remember

34. what are you listening to?
G's cover of Into Your Arms

35. do you like working in the yard?
as in like.. field? if there's animals then a-okay

36. what color are your nails?
purple + pink + orange

37. do you act differently around the person you like?
hehe i don't know

38. what is your natural hair color?
i'd say black but it's scientifically impossible, so dark brown.

39. why did you cry the last time you did?
God is amazing :')


- 12:00 AM
















HAPPY BIRTHDAY
DAWN HUN (L)



Saturday, January 15, 2011 - 9:58 PM

tears for God is a beautiful thing :')

thai cuisine for dinz (Y) satisfied tummy.



this song touched me so much during service, yepp.


- 10:09 AM



- 12:47 AM


52 to prata house.
166 to clementi.
196 to marine parade.
13 back home.

abused bus concession like never before. awesome much.

thank you a million gazillion katrillion kenken! :)

resting and guess what my parents bought me!!


PAUL FRANK LIP SMACKER (L)

today is the best day of 2011 yet.

p/s look at my weary eyes.


Friday, January 14, 2011 - 7:07 PM



TGIF!!! :)


so.. this friday's a great one because:
1. school ended like 2 hours earlier!!
2. obc practical didn't make me grouchy
3. inph wasn't that bad a bore

yayyyyyy :) and i'm meeting ken later heehee i'm so happy today :) and clarice is joining me for church again tomorrow so double joy!!

(GRINS)


Thursday, January 13, 2011 - 10:55 PM

oh yes, i've to post this to remind myself.

saw rick warren's tweet this morning and it left a huge impact on me.

"Refusing to forgive yourself for what God's forgiven insults Jesus, implying what He did on the Cross wasnt enough for you."

needed this a lot. thank you God.

got to learn to let some things go.


- 9:56 PM


school was quite a breeze today, since inph wasn't that intensive and practical was just project presentation. omgee i promise, my class is damn creative. and imo, my group's work was quite inferior compared to others'. sigh, just my opinion ok! i'm not being pessimistic or anything. don't have to beat their scores, i just want this proj to pull my grades up. that's all i ask for.

so yupp and i had tom yum kway teow for lunch today! mega sour, mega satisfying.

TGIF tomorrow! which ends the second week of school, phwoah wow time flies. then i've cmb pbl presentation on monday, how disgusting. but once that's over, we're only left with ONE more. JUST ONE. happy thought :)

is it me or are exams nearing? it's in.. about a month's time. and.. holidays just ended. time's zooming too fast. way too fast.

p/s i'm gonna bathe to (attempt to) release stress yay!


Wednesday, January 12, 2011 - 7:27 PM


ij is a chore. i don't like ij, i don't get the need to take a brainstorming module either. thank goodness it's over soon. but then again, i've GOODNESS ~7HOURS OF IJ the following wednesday. someone shoot me :/ and thank you brianna for being our saviour during presentation!!

volleyball was good today hehe, apart from having to spike (which was pretty dreadful). played matches and phwoah wow jordan served 12 balls straight like oh em gee. and welly was like a hero server too because i think he served 8 consecutive balls or something. then it rained near the end so whoosh everyone started running for the shelter. amazing race? haha i sort of miss ryfl now, despite how exhausting it was for me.

now i'm home decorating game cards!! and i'm not exactly sure on how to present the board game but oh well, impromptu speech's going to fail me. shall ask my members over msn later :)

yayyyy today's a fantastic day in average.


Tuesday, January 11, 2011 - 5:33 PM


wazzup earthlings!

school was fine today, apart from cmb which was utterly boring. i had tom yum for lunch and oh em gee SIM SERVES THE BEST TOM YUM. it's great that sim is just next to np, more choices for food you see. then again, it means it's easier for me to gain weight too but gahhhhh, not my issue now :) food's more important.

tom yum during a chilly day = best feeling ever

then had inph lecture which was 3 hour long because it replaced practical. and i didn't know so i brought shoes + labcoat for nothing haha!! :O learned about ADME of drugs and nawh, i don't think i absorbed much. oh yes, we got back results for cts too and mine wasn't exactly very satisfying.. i'm not sure how hard i've to work to pull it up to an A but i'll try. heh heh having to work hard is not very appealing.

so yupp end of lessons and i took 52 back home. thanks jas for accompanying me, yay love you!!

p/s today, i found out that i've happy eyebrows. (i wanted to put a picture up but they don't look very happy on camera so never mind, till you see me then!)


Monday, January 10, 2011 - 6:27 PM



this song was playing in my head for the whole of today :) good song.

although sometimes your ways I cannot understand,
I'll never walk away because my future's in your hands.


Sunday, January 9, 2011 - 8:48 PM



G did a cover for this song and i frankly can't get enough of it. i told her i'll change song after dinner (which by the way is only bread with nutella) but nawh, i didn't keep to my word. it's still on repeat :) don't hate me.


- 10:18 AM


RFYL was so good.

God i want to thank you Lord, for the beautiful weather, that it didn't rain (and even if it did, it was just a drizzle) throughout the race Lord. the race was tiring and exhausting, especially physically (for me haha) since all the guys are so enthu about running while i'm just too slow to catch up. but Lord i thank you that i didn't have an asthma relapse. God i thank you for all the wonderful friends made, they're so friendly :') and it's amazing, how you work through your children. without Your guidance, this race wouldn't have been such a success. i thank the committee for all their hard work Lord, that you'll continue to use them to do greater things for you Lord. God i want to thank you for the houseowners' hospitableness. that they were so gracious to serve us, and to even prepare beds and meals for us Lord. and Lord.. i just remembered. during midnight movie, while watching Facing The Giants, wow, you touched me like no other. rekindled faith. the road may be difficult, but we don't have to do everything to our best, we just have to do everything to You, and for You. and to be able to learn so so much about you throughout the race Lord, it was amazing. Noah's Arc.. Towel of Babel.. Moses.. :') and yay thank you Lord for a great team!! oh oh, and despite me being 5x more clumsy than usual, God i want to thank you that i didn't suffer any casualty of any sort. and thank you Lord, that my moma didn't object to me participating in this race despite knowing it's a church event, AND.. despite knowing that i'm the only girl. i thank you for such understanding parents. and i promise as far as i'll try, i'll honour them, and respect them.

:) thank You for such a wonderful experience.


Friday, January 7, 2011 - 4:07 PM

RFYL :D


Thursday, January 6, 2011 - 10:29 PM



G posted this song on fb and wow, reminded me of how i used to listen to this so much :)

heya peepa!

open house was pretty good. i can't believe i've such bad assuming skills? or whatever you call that ability to assume. but when my duty roster said 'AM', i thought it meant Acne Medication, so i thought i was supposed to demonstrate how to compound acne cream to show the students. oh wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong!! it was actually Ancient Medicine, where i was supposed to explain traditional chinese herbs!! and i didn't even know my scope until like i was in the lab itself hahaha :)

but it wasn't that bad.

a big big thankyou to all the beattyians that came! you all made my day (L) (with the spirit of open house, come join pharmacy science okay!!)

so yupp and i had dinner.. chippy cheesy curry chicken (oh look 4 Cs!!) (p/s i said cheesy bbq meltz to my friends at first when they asked what i was eating lololol bad mistake) mmm yummy but i can't believe they jacked up the price again!! the VERY first time i had it, it was 3.50 and now it's 4.20. still worth it though :)

I'VE PURPLE NAILS <3


- 9:13 AM


sigh i got to bathe and wait till my hair's dry but i can't blow dry my hair 'cause moma's asleep and she's sick so it'll be rude and inconsiderate if i wake her up just to dry my hair. she needs her rest. and i need to be in school by 11 (or i can text hun and hopefully she understands) and then there's open house!!

yay shift from 2-6.. anyone wants to come down? :)

i really hope i don't forget how to make acne cream. it'll be so embarrassing if i've mindblock in front of ALL THOSE STUDENTS omg omg omg, then they won't join the course :O and miss wu will probably hate me more than she already does lol.

all the teachers don't like me this sem :/


- 12:04 AM



oh em gee this is like the cutest video ever?


- 12:04 AM



oh em gee this is like the cutest video ever?


Wednesday, January 5, 2011 - 11:27 PM



OH OH OH

i'm putting my fears aside
i'm leaving my doubts behind
giving my hopes and dreams to you.


Tuesday, January 4, 2011 - 10:00 PM



i've grown too strong,
to ever fall back into your arms.


- 6:14 PM


happens all the time man.. ALL THE TIME.


- 12:36 AM

Geo says
When I order macdonalds delivery or pizza and the doorbell rings
I'm like this
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_le5hwuH6Cb1qblrdf.gif
Sera Cheng says
we'll order pizza delivery the next time i go your palce
place*
Geo says
HAHA okay
can
pizza partyyyyy
Sera Cheng says
yay and you'll dance like that
i'll join hehe
Geo says
haha
yah right
like you'll dance down my stairs
my dogs with freakin maul you.
Sera Cheng says
i'll trip and roll
Geo says
and I'll be like
TROLOLOLOLOLOLOL

HAHAHHAA I LOVE YOU G <3


- 12:28 AM



too awake to sleep and i got to get off bed at 630am tomorrow. probably going to die.. besides, it's a long day tomorrow.

got. to. pull. my. grades. up.


Sunday, January 2, 2011 - 9:44 PM

Nic says
haha
i couldn't see you at all!
i was in fact looking around
i came in around 5.05
Sera Cheng says
we were late too!!
about 505 too!!
Nic says
were your running in the rain?
Sera Cheng says
OMG YES
Nic says
OMG
Sera Cheng says
you saw ussssS?
Nic says
i was behind your!!
hahaha
Sera Cheng says
OH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
but my shoe kept betraying me
Nic says
i know
someone was walking
Sera Cheng says
my inner sole came out what the pancakes LOL
Nic says
then the other started running
and the other ran along
Sera Cheng says
ZOMG WHUT OMG OMG
so embarrassing
Nic says
ur ran from the traffic light all the way till outside church
Sera Cheng says
YES WE DID
Nic says
i was running behind hahah
Sera Cheng says
OMG OMG OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

haha this made me laugh so much!! you probably don't get why though :)


- 5:44 PM


i've been thinking a lot about of my walk with God recently.. and guess since it's a new year, it should be a brand new start too. this time, a much better one. guess like i've been so rebellious and all, many a times turning away from God's voice, it makes almost my whole 2010 feels so dry and meaningless. and everything seems to be falling apart without Him with me.

and i ran so far away.. so distant from Him now. but service impacted me so much yesterday.. especially since it was on faith. and it reminded me of my final destination - to be with God. and whatever situations that may come, i know i've a GREATER GOD. because he's above all my problems, above every single obstacle i face.

2011 i reallyyyyy need to get it right with God and seriously seriously stop running away from the purpose God has given me. going to pray to be more on fire for God.. for a stronger desire for Him. He's going to provide, i just know it. i can feel it. He's been there for me, he always has. i was just too blinded by earthly matters.

God knows what i'm facing on the inside when everyone else doesn't. He understands.

fighting a war, but not with this world.


Saturday, January 1, 2011 - 8:43 PM

trinity @ adam.. love that place :) went back to adam for service today and wow, felt like i'm home again. too bad mela didn't go today! get well soon dear :)

anyhoo.. here are the not-very-long-awaited photos from 30th, thurs!! :)

@cafe indulge..










@ben&jerry's..

















this was when everything's awkward because the group of ladies below were laughing at us. i don't even know why..






before we head home..