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Captured by your grace.
SERAHHHH! ♥



Sera Cheng Jean Lyn,
i trust in God alone :)

Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Pharmacy Science, class of 2012.

Chocolates. Fun in sun. Beach. Animals. Travelling. Tom&Jerry. Corals. M&Ms. Long chats. Vintage. Piglets. Elmo. Ariel. Making cards. Neon colours. Play wild. Sleepovers. Webcamming. Swimming. Fixing jigsaw. Pool party. Stuffed toys. Paul Frank. Funsized. Taylor Swift. Alienated monsters. Holidays. Raiding my fridge. Snacking. YouTube. PETA. Cheesecake. Milk. Poppers. Crafts. Choir voices. Marc Johns. Documentaries. Museums.


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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 - 11:07 PM


just reached home. mentally exhausted.


- 10:53 AM

jas and i are going to be gummy bears. we're going to migrate to gummy land, where even food's in gummy. like gummy hamburgers or gmmy pizzas you know? yeah, you've seen them before. maybe there's gummy-flavoured ice cream! om nom nom nom, gummy chocolate!

see, life as a gummy bear sounds so much more exciting.

time to transform, -whoosh-

inspiration:



- 12:34 AM

omg wow! i'm liking this so much hehe :)



thank you georgie for sharing!!


Monday, November 29, 2010 - 6:05 PM


CMB test.. it was okay. i'd probably pass (i hope) but i doubt i'll do well. We'll see haha :)

s&w make up was fine, but not very great. valencia and i digged for like 45min? and we spent the other 45min just watching people play their matches, which wasn't very fun fyi. wished our coach was there haha, at least she'll teach!!

but all is good when valencia's around haha!

now i'm home and i've 2 scripts to prepare. BOTH for inph, lol joke. 2 presentations tomorrow and i don't think i'm ready. will be by tomorrow!!

just bathed and i'm feeling super refreshed. all geared up for work i think hehe :)

p/s i've the sweetest parents alive!! though i complain about them sometimes.


- 12:33 AM


yay yay omggg i'm done studying cmb! like finally, gosh. and now, i can only hope my brain doesn't fail me and that i'll be able to retain whatever i've learnt hahaha. no mind block please!! i don't want to study this long for nothing haha!

p/s i'm hooked to smiling without lips HAHAHA

btw, ken showed me this amazing video!!



Sunday, November 28, 2010 - 5:49 PM


SO. SICK. OF. CELL. AND. MOLECULAR. BIOLOGY :(


- 12:02 PM



amen.

if you're walking through the valley
and there are shadows all around.
do not fear, He will guide you
He will keep you safe and sound.


- 1:41 AM



Saturday, November 27, 2010 - 10:45 PM

i miss spca. i miss starbucks. i miss xin wang hk cafe. i miss ben & jerry's. i miss astons. i miss webcamming. i miss museums. i miss zoo. i miss lower peirce reservoir. i miss casuarina. i miss prata house. i miss frolick. i miss chomp chomp. i miss playgrounds. i miss late night hangouts. i miss movies. i miss reading. i miss writing. i miss swings. i miss monkey bars. i miss exercising. i miss tournaments. i miss 4e2. i miss beatty. i miss botak jones. i miss beatty bubble tea. i miss milkcurd. i miss forever 21. i miss shopping. i miss tioman. i miss perth. i miss travelling. i miss tanning. i miss the beach. i miss the sun. i miss trekking. i miss white water rafting. i miss climbing. i miss chasing lifts. i miss hide&seek. i miss block catching. i miss hthts. i miss hugs. i miss kbox. i miss singing. i miss georgia. i miss guiyan. i miss chloe. i miss vball mates. i miss playing the piano. i miss dancing. i miss gymnastics. i miss going crazy. i miss being silly. i miss having fun. i miss nydc. i miss kenny rogers. i miss swimming. i miss..

that's a list.. believe me, i can go on.

p/s i typed so much 'miss', they look misspelt now.


- 10:00 PM



how unscrupulous!


- 2:09 PM



this song brings back so much memories ha ha ha ha :')


- 1:59 PM



this song brings back so much memories ha ha ha ha :')


- 12:08 PM


Compazine 25mg suppos.
# XII
Sig. 1 pr bid for n&v

Cap Zithromax ii stat and i bid x3/7

Chloramphenicol gutt. II ou qid x 5mls bott

just a taste in case you people are curious about how a prescription might look like. i've 42 of such questions to decipher lolol. seriously, doctors should just write in words, pfft. but i'm doing fine now, since i'm on my 16th already. kudos! (it only gets easier yay!)

then i've to study for cmb later on. i feel like studying at starbucks/xinwang on sunday. takers?


Friday, November 26, 2010 - 11:51 PM


so true.


- 10:02 PM


eileen could tell i like my secondary school class more than my current one. was it that obvious? i don't know. i like my current classmates individually, honestly i really do. but the bond e2 share, it's special. and i doubt any class can replace it.

anyway, i feel like heading down to walk to bishan park or something, though moma probably 100% won't allow. but i can dream of doing so. THE POWER OF IMAGINATION. yupp, walk under the stars with one or two of my bestest buds.. maybe in the direction of prata house.. and we'll do our usual thang. eat. sounds like a perfect night out.

i want to lie on an empty field (not a wet & muddy one ok!).. and just think about how my life is. good points of course, and appreciate what i have a little bit more.

sing kbox!! sing and get high.. just like in 1p02 chalet. yeah, that was good. great memories :') see, my class isn't that bad!! dance around in the tiny room that contained about 15 of us. scream and yell.. because no one really bothers about image. life should always be like that actually. live happily, and not getting so torn apart by negative comments of what people say.

we think too much sometimes.

i want to swim in the dark. sounds thrilling. hopefully some anaconda doesn't come and eat me whole. i'm not that puny though ha ha ha fat already :$ double dinner remember?

actually this post is redundant. i just wanted to type something somewhere. so here it is. it doesn't make much sense either lolol.

maybe i just don't like staying at home. i get wild thoughts.

i need something exciting to happen in my life hahaha :)


- 8:24 PM


we all know what to do now the next time a genie actually appears when we rubbed a lamp :B


- 7:44 PM


today was brain juice-draining. obc takes full responsibility of me being so dead and weary right now.

feeling so defiant (obstreperous would be a better word.. but is it too big a word to use in a blog?) in school today and have totally no mood to study. watched a video during inph and i, now, officially, will never have complete trust in pills anymore.

was so annoyed during obc practical because it was so tedious and irritatingly long like ughhh so i vented out my anger by eating a bowl of salman teriyaki don. that shouldn't be the way a diet is.. but it's okay. i give up.

then i came home and ate hor fun lololol i'm such a glutton. BIG SIGH. and now i'm craving for banana prata. i'd totally go and eat it right now if my moma allows actually. i can still stomach more food haha.

now i'm happy. food = happy thought :)

p/s in attempt to cheer myself up just now after such a tiring day,


i did this.

food + sunny-coloured nails = smiley me.

pps i'm actually quite ashamed of my double dinner hahahahahaha.


Thursday, November 25, 2010 - 4:53 PM

alkyl halides.. major/minor prducts.. aromatic compounds.. hydrohalogenation.. addition, substitution, elimination.. cis-trans isomerism.. probaby more.

but that's probably all my mind's filled with now.

i've obc test and i'm LEARNING the topics. yes, not revising. which is extremely tough because i'm starting from scratch, when the quiz is just tomorrow. no joke.


p/s it looks like genting over here. actually, feels like too, since i'm pretty much freezing.

back to mugging.

i feel like staying out late tomorrow.


- 1:16 AM



Declan Galbraith - An Angel

i think i've falled in love, all over again :') omgee gorgeous voice, and he's not gay ok!!


Wednesday, November 24, 2010 - 11:40 PM



omgee i found this when i was searching for my church bulletin. ahhh i miss all you e2 sweethearts so much!


- 10:27 PM



how adorable :')


- 7:57 PM


if my soles could talk, they would have cursed and swore at me by now.
sorry for ill-treating you both :(

walked so much, i can't believe it myself.

so exhausted today, physically > mentally. ij was alright, but brainstorming's boring. had volleyball for only 2 hours because make-up lesson was cancelled. pretty thankful though, 'cause it was wet weather activity. so it was no fun.

make up lesson on monday instead.

went to yewtee to meet eileen. bought 2 bags + a top, i think i'm pretty elated. but then again, i shouldn't have shopped, lol. oh well, damage's done.

i honestly should hurry get my notes printed. obc test on friday and i've not started studying. i don't want to flunk it.


- 12:36 PM

i'm in class waiting for ij to start. the whole room's empty.. sort of. there's only another guy with me but i don't know him well, and i'm not going to bother to socialise as well :B so i'm here blogging!

i'm quite stoked for s&w later.. 4 hours!! reminds me of training at beatty :') i like volleyball. and there's alumni cup coming up, i'm not sure if i should join or not hehe :B if either bee or chloe's going then i'll go, yay!

p/s i wanted to post a webcam shot, but my left eye's looking retarded again today. so no thanks.


- 1:45 AM


dead. tired. now. but. i. will. only. sleep. at. 2am.

why?

because. school. starts. late. tomorrow.

i. hope. i. will. survive.

good. night. in. advance.


Tuesday, November 23, 2010 - 9:36 PM


really exhausted from today, but i'm feeling very satisfied.

lessons were horrid as usual because today's a tuesday - which means i've to see ghandi first thing in the morning. how dreadful. just my luck i guess.

but after school, i hung out with jy and may and it was so.. ah nostalgic :') and we were talking about all the good ol' times. reminisce reminisce haha. and i had so many embarrassing moments oh em gee :$ but it was hilarious, i laughed at myself too :B

had dinner at casuarina which was yumyumzzz and omg there was this pervy guy!! walked to thomson plaza which felt really good 'cause it's almost like we were burning off the prata fats.. without perspiring lolol. it was so cooling :) i wish everyday's like that hahaha.

bus-ed to beatty and walked home.

i had a pleasant day, despite the grouchiness in the morning :')

p/s i ate a lot despite being on a diet.. supposedly.


- 12:36 AM


i was really annoyed with inph. note: was.

but come to think of it, it was actually entirely my fault.

#1. i could have started earlier (during the weekend)
#2. i shouldn't have been so careless (did the wrong question)
#3. i wasn't focused enough (took so long to complete)

see, i was disgruntled and frustrated at inph for no reason. i should take the whole blame all this while lololol.

oh well :)

merry tuesday!


Monday, November 22, 2010 - 8:48 PM

got bored of doing slides, so i chose to watch charlie instead. yipee yay happy now :)



hiakkkkk, he's gigglyeeee cute hehe :)


- 5:04 PM


went to school with a retarded-looking eye this morning because yesterday, i had such a rough night (not gang fight ok!!).

today was red camp thingy and i played with mice!! (Y) felt so happy because they were simply adorable. aww, snugglesssssss.

took bus 74 back home with jasmine and hehe there was this pretty cute guy on the bus. though we think he's a little mad or something because he kept smiling (and laughing :O) to himself hahaha. or then again, he could have sonic hearing and found out we were complimenting him. hmm..

i should stop denying and rejecting the words of God. because in your commandments, you've said to honor my parents, and i should.

inph slides now!! or should i catch a nap first? haha, temptations, temptations.


Sunday, November 21, 2010 - 8:55 PM



Amen.

still remember the strong tugging i felt yesterday, and how God was just calling me to the altar so that the SPs could pray for me. how i felt so ashamed of going up alone.. but yet still did because God wanted me to acknowledge my faults. to admit them. and to teach me that church is not a place of shame and judgment, but a place of forgiveness and acceptance.

thank you God.


- 7:01 PM



i think i found out what's wrong with me. i eat too much.

i eat when i'm bored
i eat when i'm studying
i eat when i've nothing to do
i eat when i walk
i eat when i'm on facebook/twitter
i eat all the time.


and i gained >5kg this year manxzxzxzxzxzzxxz. puipui already :$


- 4:18 PM


my life in 8 years time hahahahaha (L)


- 2:54 PM


today's sort of a good sunday to me (despite the ugly date ha ha ha).

so it's pretty gloomy outside now, and my whole room's pretty grey and dark lol. i'm too lazy to turn on the lights.

listening to hillsong + looking at the rather pretty colourless sky + doing powerpoint slides for inph.

doesn't sound very exciting but i guess i'm happy somehow. i'm not sure why either hahaha. maybe it's God :) yes, sounds likely.

pshhhh i don't remember what tutorials i have to complete, so i guess i'm just going to do slides the entire of today. what a life!

p/s i feel like jogging non-stop. but since it looks like it's going to rain, moma probably won't allow.


- 1:19 AM



HAHAHAHA READ THE CONVERSATION FROM THE BOTTOM TO THE TOP (Y) I'M SO AMUSED AT THIS. FUNNY HOW MY FRIENDS ARE POKING FUN OF ME OVER TWITTER LIKE I CAN'T SEE IT. I LOVE THEM HAHAHAHA.

p/s it took me so long to edit this out!! hahaha, tired are my eyes now.


Saturday, November 20, 2010 - 9:45 PM



So You Would Come - Hillsong (covered by dioxxy)

i chose to post this over the original for a reason. i don't know why, but this touched me a lot. maybe because there wasn't any background music of any sort, like no instruments. pure heart worship. i should learn this hahaha, not sure how though.

i think this is beautiful :')

need to start committing my life to God and stop being a saturday christian.


- 12:39 PM



aww bee, you're like sweeter than honey. i love you more than i love nutella. thank you so much for the mention, love you to bits & pieces. you're the cutest (& furriest) person i've met :') we can go yunam together. yours for your balding fur (which apparently you're happy about it) and me, for my eyebrows, though i think they got thicker again.

yes zomg, your reaction when you received your slip is like.. permanently etched into my mind omg omg omg you're such a cutie :)

SP STARBUCKS YO.

p/s i think now, it's almost like sera and blonde comes together. complementary ya know? hahahaha.


Friday, November 19, 2010 - 11:59 PM

I just received hugs from a very incredibly special friend.
i'm a happy girl now :)


- 8:32 PM



i think we really need to get this message across.


- 7:43 PM

i've this urge to rebel.

i want to stay out late tonight. walk around singapore under the stars, or catch a midnight movie. not that it must be harry potter, but i won't mind. i want to stay away from home just this night, because work's been piling up and i'm so sick of facing this 4 walled room.

no one's a bad kid like me.

i want to play on playgrounds when it's creepily dark. eat prata at casuarina or something, then head down to lower pierce reservoir. skip some rocks and laugh so loud, and no one will scold me (preferably, us) for making such a din since no one stays there. other than hobos hahahaha. maybe they'll join in the fun!

i just want to rebel, NOW.

gangsta yo.


- 7:34 PM

Prom? What prom?
I didn't have one.


- 6:48 PM



You're beautiful - Phil Wickham


Thursday, November 18, 2010 - 8:39 PM

you know, it's always like that. when you're down with cough, you've sudden cravings for all the unhealthy food that might worsen your current condition.

i want to eat kinder bueno now, though they're actually the very reason why i'm sick now hahaha. doesn't matter! they're gooddddddd. + kinder chocolate!! miss it so bad now.

then comes my all-time favourite, B&J ice cream. haha, i just ate the vanilla flavoured one. NO ONE TELLS ON ME!! my parents don't know, and they shouldn't either.

and fried chicken wingssssssssss (maybe drumsticks too). ahhhh all the heavenly food.

I WANT THEM NOW.

p/s i just gained 1.2kg hiakhiak, this post doesn't show that i really care right? but i do in fact haha.

HMM.. cream of mushroom soup sounds good too!


- 6:29 PM


things to be completed (despite being sick) or i might get slaughtered:

1. INPH tutorial
2. OBC chemsketch
3. OBC tutorial

ha ha ha what an exciting day.

oh and practical ended early today yay! so we were released at 230 instead of the usual 4. awesome.


Wednesday, November 17, 2010 - 9:57 PM


today was so good, i feel really glad now.

it's daddy's birthday and we didn't really celebrated. he said another day, since i was having sore throat.

went to pompeii museum and i think i expected a lot more. i'm going back there for the tours. hopefully there's more insightful things haha :P but company was really great. nj didn't come, so it was only kr and hydride.

had such fun catching up <3 just chatting over dinner + dessert. and it was BOTH their first tries of astons and b&j. wow, b&j too? looks like you're not that bad kenken!

my throat feels a whole lot better after talking for so much. maybe that's how it works. no need for lozenges or strepsils, just chitchat (Y)

talking to them made me realise how much i miss e2. they were such a family to me. maybe because we spent 2 years together and as for 1.2, it has only been half a year or so. i don't know. i love e2, undeniably. i think people can tell i'm so attached to them.

i had good day :)

now that i'm back home, it's tutorial time.


- 11:36 AM

hehehe looks like i won't hit my dare (by belle) to reach 1k posts in a year hahaha :P

and it's almost a year since i've deleted all my posts!! sort of regret it now but oh well, not like i'll be able to retrieve them back :O

can't wait to go to national museum later. exhibition on pompeii!! omgee i've been wanting to go there since.. the moment it was out! hahaha, i'll exaggerate if i said forever so yeah, nope. can't wait haha, but i'm going with kairong, nj and hydride. which means i'll be the only girl so i don't know how it'll be hahaha. but it's the museum we're going!!!

i don't even know what i'm typing anymore hahaha. too excited maybe? :P

hopefully yiying can join me!

totally irrelevant but..



i miss this hahaha, we all look really happy here!!


- 12:48 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY (L)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARICE (L)

you two are the best bombs in my life :)


Tuesday, November 16, 2010 - 11:08 PM


was talking to melinda and something she said made so much sense to me.

"love only when you're ready, not when you're lonely."


i don't know why, but that hit me quite hard.

thank you meli!!


- 9:51 PM


I'm home.

I just went through quite a torment just now. I felt really nauseous i can't explain. It was not all that excruciating, but i felt terrible. So so terrible. Wanted to vomit, but it's unsightly if i vomit in front of my friends, so i passed. The vomit was already halfway up my throat actually. I could feel it. But i swallowed back in. Don't "eew" me, i bet you won't puke in front of your friends either ha ha ha ha ha.

My chest was tightening i could barely breathe. Was so worried i'd get an asthma relapse, but nah, i didn't. Thank God.

Felt so weak and thank you Jas, Hun and BK for trying to help me feel better. It meant a lot to me. Especially when i was going through such torture. Heh heh.

Bus ride was bumpy which was sickening because it made me want to puke like.. a million times more.

I really felt like dying then. Ya know.. die = end of misery? End of suffering? Something like that. Got off the bus feeling sluggish and feeble. Really wanted to just collapse and let a nice stranger carry me home.

Daddy was being incredibly nice as well. He waited for me at beatty's bus stop and yes, that's a long walk down fyi. Walked home together and he helped me to carry my things. Really lessened my burden. I think i was breathing better already.

Good. I'm better, but the only thing i can do now is type. Maybe walk a little but i don't dare to bathe yet. Maybe when i'm more confident that i won't faint, i will hit the showers. Trust me, typing sucked out enough life out of me at this point. I don't like the state i'm in.

But.. what's this i'm going through when it's peanuts compared to what ctwy is going through? What's this i'm going through when it's NOTHING compared to what Christ Jesus has gone through?

Hale and hearty soon? I hope so.


- 5:14 PM





WE WHIP OUR HAIR
BACK AND FORTH!!


just so you know, we did this in the library.


- 4:56 PM


I think i'm falling sick.
But if you consider having sore throat as ill, then okay, i'm already sick.

Was feeling so weak just now, and could barely summon enough energy to do anything at all. But of course i still pulled through every of the 9-4 lessons, INCLUDING PRACTICAL. Though Jasmine was doing a lot of the work :O thank you! :)

Feeling quite light-headed now heh heh but it's okay! I think i'm running a temperature, if not soon. My fingers aren't moving as naturally as they are supposed to do. It feels... different. Signs and symptoms of a weak immune body i guess.

I'm feeling lifeless and there's project till 8 today.

On the brighter side, i'm going to pompeii exhibition tomorrow (Y) and hopefully i'm well then. 2 of the best people in my life are celebrating their birthdays tomorrow, heehaw!

p/s Jasmine's next to me :D


- 12:07 AM

so tired i can cry
so tired i can faint
so tired i can die
so tired i can slayyyyyy

:O

i feel like giving up doing my tutorials, and just copy from my friends. but that's mean, because.. they spent so much effort doing it. it's not fair if i just take their work and claim it as mine. plagiarism ya know haha. but i'm still so tempted to.

i want to drop out from school.


Monday, November 15, 2010 - 11:37 PM

(okay i obviously look a lot fatter now hahaha, this was so long ago! & better complexion last time! :O)

visited chloe with kenken today. hope she has a speedy recovery!!
had a good good time yay.

so tired i don't feel like blogging actually. but then again, why am i here? ha ha ha i'm like that. addicted to blogging already. oh nooooooo.

school at 9 tomorrow and i want to turn in now. but no, i can't. i've tutorials to complete. sigh, sad life sad life hahahaha, ok it's my fault for not doing it earlier. so tired of school. i'm not alone, i'm sure!

and to think of it, today, i only took pills once hahaha, no bad cramps ftw!

dawn honey, get well soon k!! love you very much! (L)


- 10:02 AM


EXACTLY!!!

I've a clear excuse to binge.


Sunday, November 14, 2010 - 11:29 PM


i love my sister so much. she just got me this piglet freezer mug omgee she's like the sweetest girl everrrrrrr (L)

sisterly love, you guys just won't understand.

super touched right now!!! i love surprises.

p/s i just realised how retarded and wrinkled i look here but i don't care. focus on my jubilance ok!!


- 11:17 PM

Sera Cheng says
then go play dota
like every other guy HAHAHA
Joshua says
DOTA IS GAY
real guys watch Arsenal vs Everton HAHAHA
Sera Cheng says
are you watching now?
Joshua says
HAHAHA NO
Sera Cheng says
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Joshua says
let me explain myself.
Sera Cheng says
OMG HAHAHAHA YOU'RE NOT A GUY
Joshua says
no, my tv broke down
do you understand the pain?!?!
Sera Cheng says
HAHAHAHAHAHA SERIOUS?
YES I GET IT. SAD LIFE HAHAHAHA
Joshua says
HAHAHAHAHA my friend's updating me online!
I've good buddies man.

hahaha i don't know why i'm laughing so hard at this HAHAHA, ok school tomorrow. should let the excitement die down or i can't sleep.


- 9:41 PM

frankly, i'm quite sick of studying. not that i'm dreading anything or what, but i've been studying my 17 years away (yes i can safely say 17 now!!). life in singapore's like that. where the society is filled with never-ending competitiveness. where you need a minimum gpa of 3.9 to enter almost any good course. where parents send their children to 143718625 lessons to upgrade themselves, before they even hit the age of 10.

gahhhh :/

i want to party my life away.
(like tesh 'cause she finished her HSC ugh!!)

sick.of.studying hehe :)

what's worse? tomorrow's MONDAY. ONIM!!

on the optimistic side, i get to wear slippers to school! (Y)


- 3:08 PM


finally managed to turn on my lappy. not that it was spoilt, or that i was doing serious work, where a turned-on lappy (i think it sounds wrong) would distract me.

i was too busy suppressing my cramps since morning. been on the sofa for good.. 9am-3pm = 6hours. of course i had some sleep. i couldn't possibly be sitting there all day doing nothing, or just watching tv. nothing good's on on a sunday.

was too weak to crawl to any part of my house, when it's already quite small. couldn't take pills because my house, not being a home, has nothing at all to eat. so i'll probably faint like what i did in secondary school if i took pills. and there's no one home. i don't want to faint without anyone realising.

going to the kitchen required quite a lump sum of energy from me already. maybe half of my life gone. lay on the sofa using twidroid.. ok, i'm a twitter addict. i get it.

it's raining now. i wonder how is my class doing at the zoo. i hate it that whenever there's a class gathering, i'll have cramps. it's always like that. it was the same last month. there's something wrong with my body. it doesn't like me to hang out with probably the most awesome people alive. sigh.

i want mommy to come back home now. i need food. i need pills.

p/s i'm still in quite an agony here.

i think the rain's aggravating my pain. not that there's actually a link, but somehow, the whole atmosphere is gloomy. so it ain't helping.


Saturday, November 13, 2010 - 10:04 AM

God, i honestly like how timely you are.

I woke up today, knowing that it's still the 13th. Well, because i slept after midnight. I know i shouldn't brood over it, but yet, how not to? You came along and brought a verse to me. It was under my phone's Bible's Daily Verse.

"Today is the day that the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it." -Psalm 118:24

Wow Lord, you're so amazing.

I like the fact that it applies to me a lot, and that also, i'm reading the book of Psalm now for my tawg. You revealed to me new verses.

"In you, Lord my God, i trust in you." - Psalm 25:1
"Show me your ways Lord, teach me your paths." - Psalm 25:4
"Release the troubles from my heart and free me from anguish." - Psalm 25:17

note to self: praise God wholeheartedly. He deserves it.


- 12:43 AM

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Psalm 23:1-6


- 12:02 AM


Why is it that after 3 months, it's still those 8 digits my thumbs press so naturally whenever i hold onto my house phone? Why is it that after 3 months, i can still remember the way you used to play with my hair, the way you make me giggle, and the way you poke fun of me? Why is it that last month, when i said i'll move on, i didn't? Or rather, couldn't?

Maybe i should have never said yes. We can be hanging out like the best of buds now if i just didn't say yes. Things would have been a whole lot simpler.

Just a word, but yet it leaves such an impact.

Sigh, when will i ever get over the 13th of every month?

I promised so many people that i'd try. I think i didn't try my utmost best. Maybe deep inside, i still can't get over it. Can't get over that it's going to be just me, and not us. Can't get over that you'll not be just a phone call away anymore. Can't get over that we.. has become I.

I remind myself to be happy, to get back to the life before i accepted you. But being single.. and being single after being attached, has a massive difference. And i hope i'm not the only one who feels this way.

Move on? Teach me how to.


Friday, November 12, 2010 - 9:14 PM

i wanted to post about my practical today, because it was all cool. but before that, let me rant about my FATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :O

1. had a ramly burger in school at 10
2. had cai beng at 12

like omg omg omg i ate so much!!

then obviously i had 3. dinner.

what's worse? i slept IMMEDIATELY after my dinner. omg bile bile bile, please emulsify my fats? i'll treat you well, somehow.

okay prac!! WE WERE EXTRACTING CAFFEINE FROM TEA!! :D it was probably the smelliest experiment ever, but i had so much fun. jas and i were not feeling very sane as usual. friday + long hours does this to you.

boiling of tea bags (it's lipton btw)

squeezing the tea out!

separating funnel.

white specks of caffeine (ok it's not clear)

testing for melting point.

ok, obviously there's a lot more steps to extracting caffeine out. just that.. i can't possibly take so much pictures while doing my lab haha! we've to like add dichloromethane 3 times to extract the caffeine, and there were like such high pressure built in the funnel it popped.

i'm lazy to elaborate, lolol.

whut.

so tired i can go back to sleep hahaha, why am i born (yeh it's not a choice!) lazy? excuses excuses.


Thursday, November 11, 2010 - 10:07 PM


today was tiring, but i don't mind having such a day, everyday.

had lessons, blah blah blah. i'll skip the boring part.

met yiying, bee & huei min at ourspace@72 today!! was good catching up, especially with yiying. then i had really tasty ramly burger (p/s i didn't even know my school sells them!!) and i'm done for dinner.

bee and i headed down to sp to meet amanda. had starbucks and the green tea was like reallyyyyyy good. i should just start drinking the green tea instead of the java chip + extra choc, haha! healthier too, i think.

then we chit chat and camwhored with amanda's photobooth. i promise i look retarded in most, if not all, the pictures but doesn't matter. i'll probably laugh at myself too hahaha.
































went to island creamery to have.. ice cream. i mean, i think that's all they sell there lolol. (embarrassed ourselves on our way there lolol) i tried 'very berry' and it was really milky, which is good!! +1 for island creamery. chit chat and aby, being as artistic as van gogh, drew on the disposable cup.



bee you're so talented!! and then we made crazy plans about opening a shop and selling all these whacky stuff. which got us really excited actually.

took a tumblr-worthy picture as what bee said and i feel super proud of myself now. i love bee's dinosaur, it's really fun to play with.


took 157 home. and now, i'm back to bury myself in work and stress. gahhhhh :/

hmm.. i think i peed excessively today. at SP, island creamery, and home, in a short few hours.