Sera Cheng Jean Lyn,
i trust in God alone :)

Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Pharmacy Science, class of 2012.

Chocolates. Fun in sun. Beach. Animals. Travelling. Tom&Jerry. Corals. M&Ms. Long chats. Vintage. Piglets. Elmo. Ariel. Making cards. Neon colours. Play wild. Sleepovers. Webcamming. Swimming. Fixing jigsaw. Pool party. Stuffed toys. Paul Frank. Funsized. Taylor Swift. Alienated monsters. Holidays. Raiding my fridge. Snacking. YouTube. PETA. Cheesecake. Milk. Poppers. Crafts. Choir voices. Marc Johns. Documentaries. Museums.


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Being hungry as almost always, i opened my fridge in hunt for food. My eyes gleamed when i saw B&J ice cream in the freezer compartment. "Dublin Mudslide? I'll give it a go."

A few spoons to it and like, okay this ice cream makes me feel weird. Maybe 'cause it's too late in the night. Then, (just for fun) i decided to read what's in the description.

I KNEW IT. I TOTALLY KNEW IT.
THERE WAS ALCOHOLIC CONTENT IN THE ICE CREAM!

No wonder i felt so warm deep inside me. Such a strange feeling to get while eating ice cream, B&J ice cream in fact!! Stopped eating and put it back into the fridge. Next to it was Chubby Hubby - Peanut butter flavoured. I have never been a fan of peanut butter. So oh well, no more ice cream for me :)

It's bad to indulge in ice cream this late anyway!

Shall sleep soon, night night world!

xoxo.


It's fun when you bring along your external hard disk around.
You post pictures up when you need to :)

I'm so excited for YOG break, especially PhiPhi! :)

I'm going to lend Dawn my hillsong DVD on Monday, dawn if you're reading this, remind me! HAHAHH!


Should stop invading jon's lappy!

Dinner at madjack, bye!


WHY AM

I NOT TALL?

lololol.



Money's propelling me to work.

Just this week, i spent zomg near 200bucks. And it wasn't like any planned shopping spree trip y'know. It was a random let's meet at town sort of thing, and i ended up burning holes in my pocket. Sigh sigh.

But then again! I'm so excited to work! Applied to work at Havaianas@Ion, not that i'm inviting all of you to come down of course! Hahaha, then again, they might not pick me.


400th post since i don't know when!



My all-time favourite (L) hehehe :)
Everyone enjoy this song alright? It's so lovely.


Rongzzzz's the cutest. He got me this from Sydney, awwww (L) Really cute, got to help it find it's identity soon! As of now, before it gets it's new name, thou shalt call him RooRoo :B

Since it's officially past midnight (12:22AM), it means i didn't post at all yesterday! HAHAHA!

Anyhoo, Festival of Praise was, hmm, great but not very impactful. I wasn't very used to the new concept of PlanetShakers songs. Sort of preferred the old songs of theirs. But nonetheless, experiencing God's mighty presence makes up for every discomfort i had.

I won't explain much, i don't exactly know how to really. But ultimately, i had a blast. Singing "Here I am to Worship" brings tears to my eyes. So much meaning in the song. God i thank you for today's wonderful response of salvation. You're truly amazing.



Just got back from FOP! Really tired, got to bathe soon hehe :)

Handy medi. Orange bright sunny yay happy colour :)



I'm so going to die for IPC practical man! Have not even flipped open the manual, wait, haven't even smelled it! Oh darn.

Got. to. stop. procrastinating. so. much!!


There's so much gruesome and ghastly scenes behind this video. Pains my heart so badly. I could barely keep my eyes open throughout the whole video. Jesus went through all these sufferings for each and every sinner. His love is indescribable.



You are the only one who died for me,
Gave Your life to set me free.

Jesus, what did i do to deserve your ever-flowing grace and mercy? I've sinned countless times. Sometimes even intentionally. But yet Lord, you came down to earth for a great plan. To clear my never-ending sins with your life. What a heavy price to pay Lord. I cannot comprehend why you'd do that for me, someone so small in the entire world, someone so undeserving of your magnificent and glorious love.

God, anoint me once again Lord. Use me, to touch the hearts of others. Open their eyes to you, open their hearts to you. You're so almighty, and it's really such a wonderful gift to have known you.

The all famous verse - "For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16

Can anyone feel the pain of sacrificing your one and only son? No other descendants, yet Lord, you sacrificed him for us sinners.

"We can love because God, you have first loved us."

I love you heavenly father, not because of who I am, but because of who you are.


Tomorrow's the long-awaited FOP!!! Stoked because of several reasons.

First, i know it's going to be so impactful.
Second, i'm meeting chloe and stef.
Third, i get to worship God properly after this hectic week!

YAYYYY AND IM SHOPPING WITH ILY AND DAWN BEFORE THAT (L)


I dreamt about a bug, eeew.



You know when humans sleep, our lips are slightly apart? Now here's a fun fact i learnt from Drug Discovery Day.

"Every year, you eat 4 bugs due to sleeping."



True that. This cracks me up hehehehe :)




A definite must-watch.



This is the very performance that made me fall in love with Caroline Zhang.

I remember how i used to love Caroline a lot more than Mirai. But now, things have changed. Caroline ain't as good a skater anymore. It's like, she's not improving. And Mirai's getting so much better i totally enjoy watching her skate <3 Caroline should get back on ice, and show me that she can still impress me. Love her (almost) the same though :)

Up till now, this video still is as emotions-jerking.





An old school taking picture method.

Deceiving it might be, this is actually my school's toilet.

More pictures await.. But as of now, dinner first!
ciaoz.


Today is Drug Discovery Day.

I was one of the ushers standing by the road, sort of directing buses on where to go. It was merely stretching out my hand though.

Anyhoo! I'm going to talk about the suffering i was in. Just in case you don't like complain-y or whiny posts, you can skip, haha!

So, i was in killer heels. The worst of the worst. It was 3 or 3.5inch high, i couldn't tell the difference. Hey, i'm not a heels expert. I was in the most excruciating situation. My toes were all wrinkled together, and my pinky toe was the one i pity the most. It barely had any air to breathe. And, it was so badly squashed, right at the corner. Both feet, both situation. What agony.

The very first time i wore heels, i was in secondary 2 - 14 years old. I started off with 3 inch heels. Nope, it's not a progressive thing for me. Jump start. No 1 inch, no 2 inches. Just 3. I'm quite proud of it in fact. I walked glamorously fine, without any struggles. Wow, i amused myself then.

I bought these new black heels yesterday. Just yesterday and i thought, 'okay, this might be the opportunity for me to season my shoes." How wrong was i. I was in such despondency throughout the whole ushering process. I leaned on a pole whenever i can. When i spot a bus, i wobbled out and show the drive the "sign". Then, (almost) crawled back to my pole. I bet i looked like a snake, a wimpy one.

Covered heels are the worst. The heels i wore before were strappy kinds. Who knew such made a difference. I looked like a loser who can't wear heels and yet, still "geh kiang". Sigh, haha! Probably made a fool out of myself today - Walking bare-footed, limping everywhere.

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Thank you Charisse for lending me your flats! And clarice for helping me bring home my heels! I love you guys <3

And DDD was a splendid experience, 'cause it's all formal and 1P02 did it together :)


kidsREAD was yahoo! Kids were being kids, running around, screaming here and there because they're having the time of their lives just playing catching. Them being so easily contented warms my heart.




Aisyah's my little sister. We heart good bye, not wave (L)

I probably won't be sleeping tonight, all thanks to comiss.



I love my mummy,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (L)


She replied,
"I love you too."

I can never feel more blissful than this. Not even the sweetest kiss can make me feel happier. I'm so blessed.



I want to indulge myself in millions of tubs of B&J ice cream. Such luxury, can never be attained. I want to be a billionaire, so freaking bad. What joke, of course not. What's earthly materials when it's only going to perish?

But yes, i still want to eat my B&J. Nom nom nom.

I hope i do well for APS. I've been messing tests up and they all amount to my MST. Annoying much but okay, at least i'm feeling a lot more motivated than before. Which is good, duh.

For lunch, it's Coca Cola Lollipop. What torment.




This is hilarious.



I want to do this all day long. I want to run away to a country side, where serenity lies before and after me. Where woes can poof into the air and disappear just like magic. I can lie on the vast green field with dandelions, sunflowers and tulips all over. Wow, all my favourite flowers everywhere. Such a pleasant sight. I look beside me and squirrels, deers and all the other cute adorable cuddly animals surrounds me, as though i'm snow white lolol. What a bliss. I can read my bible all day without worrying about criticism. I can sing my lungs out and everyone will just sing along. Praise and worship. I can thank God all day long for every moment of my life. No studying in this peace-out world by the way. This is the land of mine. Only my loved ones are permitted. I can blow bubbles all day long and let the sun ray pierce through every single transparent sphere. Pop. Then i'll blow more. Hmm.. i think i will take tons of jump shots, i always loved them. I can run wild and be crazy. This is going to be a place where happiness matters more than pride, more than health, more than anything. A place where love never run dry. I can look up to the clear blue sky and smile, isn't life perfect?

Not here in Singapore that is.




I've taken the first step. We'll see how things turn out :)


I think guys who use emoticons are cute hehe :)

But then again, excessively usage of it just makes him annoying.
Note: Him.

It's fine for girls teehee :)




I'm getting back on track.



Today got less tiring 'cause i talked to Sam :) And yes he perks me up hehe :)


I have to admit, i do enjoy looks at hot girls.
Like they make me go phwoah wowwww.

Not that i'm lesbian or anything though!




Such angelic voices <3

Thank you Lord, for everything.


I think she's gorgeous hehe :)


Kids are more than adorable.


I can't get myself to focus on comiss oh nooo! I have the information i want but i just can't put it nicely into powerpoint slides. this stinks mannnnn!

Ili i want you to come online now!! :D


Project, Submission, Presentation. The words of wisdom for my next few years says:
*oh my
*u dun look lioke
*the type
*who saves
*u look like the type
*who
*throws
llama llama duck (bah) says:
*throws what
*HAHAHAHAH
*i throw rocks at you
Project, Submission, Presentation. The words of wisdom for my next few years says:
*HAHAA i dunooe
llama llama duck (bah) says:
*no better, rotten veg
Project, Submission, Presentation. The words of wisdom for my next few years says:
*not pain
*cus when u throw
*the maximum distance is 20cm
*too weak heeehaww
llama llama duck (bah) says:
*anyhow! 20cm in scale HAHAHAHA
*scale 1:100000000000000000
Project, Submission, Presentation. The words of wisdom for my next few years says:
*YA HAHAA
llama llama duck (bah) says:
*20cm = WOW
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA
Project, Submission, Presentation. The words of wisdom for my next few years says:
*- - ur praising urself
*and making fun of urself
llama llama duck (bah) says:
*i'm not HAHAHHA

I don't know why but this conversation between Sam and I makes me laugh so much HAHAHA <3




You said You'd never leave or forsake me
When You said this life is gonna shake me
And You said this world is gonna bring trouble on my soul
This I know

When everything falls apart
Your arms hold me together
When everything falls apart
You're the only hope for this heart
When everything falls apart
And my strength is gone
I find You mighty and strong
You keep holding on
You keep holding on

When I see the darkness all around me
When I see that tragedy has found me
I still believe Your faithful arms will never let me go
And still I know

Sorrow will last for the night
But hope is rising with the sun
It's rising with the sun
And there will be storms in this life
But I know You have overcome
You have overcome


A few of my friends texted me so i got to clarify this lolol.

I'm not condemning the act of putting personal feelings up onto social network. I've no objections to others doing so either lolol. It's just not me to do so. And i don't need people to comfort me when they themselves don't even know the story behind those emotions. Just saying :)

Omgggg, i'm sorry if i've offended anyone man. Actually, i think i can safely say every single on of my friend expresses themselves so freely on facebook.

No offense, my bad! :O


Usually i don't vent my emotions on my blog, unless positive ones. But recently, i don't know why, i've not kept up my principles.

For me, social networks (unless personal ones) are not meant for you to tell the whole world how upset/angry you are. Maybe just share a thought in your mind but not to tell the entire world that you're depressed and expects everyone to comfort you over that one status/post.

If you know me long enough, you'll realise that my facebook is clear of such, if not almost.

But that's not the point. Last time, i won't even blog about my anger/sorrow. I don't need sympathy. I'd rather tell my friends straight, cry in front of them, get a huge tight hug or something than to post it up on this public blog where everyone can see. It's just not me.

Things changed.

I promise to never blog a negative-based post ever again. Or at least i try.


I suddenly remembered something funny yet embarrassing that happened yesterday.

As mentioned, i saw the dry run of the NDP. So there's this part where cameras will show what's going on on the street and all and just nice, we were caught on camera! Saw ourselves on big screen lololol, embarrassing much we walked super fast out of the camera HAHAHA.

Then thinking back after a while, we went, "aiya should have taken a picture." HAHA!


my lunch was such a big pack man!

nonetheless, zomggg fantastic (L)


mm hmm, and i'm eating turkish delight, which my aunt made by the way. she's way talented when it comes to making such :) awesomeeeeeeee :)

‎"FUCK ALL THOSE PEOPLE WITH THE GAN SHIT WHO'S SIBLING LIST LONGER THEN PEOPLE'S HAIR ONE. GAN NUER GAN KORKOR GAN MEIMEI GAN DIDI GAN PAPA GAN MAMA DON'T KNOW WHAT GAN CB."

This is from Irwin Lau's status, makes so much sense.

I've came across GAN-BESTFRIEND before in someone's blog. Hello? Best friend or GAN-best friend? HAHAHA because if it's GAN, it means she's not your best friend?

hehehe thank God i only have true sincere friends and not gan-friends :)


I had the most crazy dream ever.

I dreamt about crying, though i forgot about what. But there's so much intensity in the dream. I was like mad crying in APS class and like BK pulled me out of the class. As in seriously pull, and the rest just stared. Then Dawn started running behind me (still being pulled) and then we were at this garden or something. Then BK was like chiding me so badly i cried even more. And dawn was like giving a scornful and sinister smile. It was beyond terrifying.

I hope there's no De Javu to this.



This is how study drives me crazy HAHAHA!!

I LOVE PAUL FRANK (L)


Today's expenses:
- 4.5 on lunch + drink
- 2.5 on old chang kee
- 25 on dinner
- 3 on nail painting

I've no idea why i'm short of 10bucks but whatever HAHAHA.

p/s i was late for class today hehe.



A memory from APS presentation.

"Woah my eyes damn zai, can see damnnnnnnn far."
"How far?! Got best in Singapore and JB not!"
"Can see Merlion and Singapore Flyer from here leh!"

I love 1p02 (L)


Many great things happened in my life today :) Beyond thankful to the Lord.

I'll sum things up, i'm so tired already HAHAHA. You know how it's said "to err is human"? I think "to blog is Sera" or something like that HAHAHA okay i sound psychotic :O

Anyhoooooo!!
1. I concentrated throughout the whole MST class. Which is a pretty rare sight for me, so kudos!

2. I went town with dearest Dawn and BK! Despite not watching out highly-anticipated Despicable Me, I still enjoyed myself a lot just hanging out and (window) shopping.

3. FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME EVER, I ENTERED THE ALMIGHTY ARMANI EXCHANGE. And you know, I saw this semi-formal blouse that looks presentable enough for Drug Discovery Day and Dawn said, "Don't look lah, i think it's 79. Too expensive." Trying my luck, i took the price tag out and like @#$%^%$# it was zomgggg 200bucks!! Shoot me HAHAHA! Left after awhile.

4. HAPPY DEE DOO DAA DAY 'cause i get to finally splurge! It's Friday, that's why! I've been scrimping for the past week and boy was it torturous! Had old chang kee with lovelies hehe :)

5. Uhm.. Oh i have midnight blue nails now which look a little out of place but i like it a lot ;) Maybe a little too dark but still fine :D

6. I MET YAMMYYYYYYYYYY :) & JianYing!!

7. We walked for 2 entire hours before dinner; 7-9pm :O :O :O

8. Saw a dry run of NDP which was really cool!

9. Dined at Olio Cafe which was splendiddddddddddddddddddd :DDDDD What tops up everything is friends' company. Miss yammy gazillon much, finally got to meet her!!!

10. Home home home :)

I'm so blessed today i'm a happy girl, YES NOT BARBIE :)




I'm a happy yet bloated girl. I tell you, i'm so horribly full my tummy can explode into a million and one pieces right now.

Anyway, CCFC was awesome :)

Jesus i believe in you,
Jesus i belong to you.
You're the reason that i live,
the reason that i sing,
with all i am.



Invested on my 3bucks skipping rope :)

Time for serious business - Exercise.




This advertisement makes so much sense. I don't get why people should be racist lol.

I'm like spamming YouTube videos.




Amen.




I wonder how many people will appreciate this as much as i do. No lyrics needed, yet it's as if a whole story was being told. Simply amusing.

Lyrical with lyrics.



FESTIVAL


OF


PRAISE

in just 9 days!

I really hope kenken can make it!!!!

And FOP reminds me of 4e2. How even guiyan, a non-believer, will go with us to sing and have the time of her life :) It's amazing, really :)


So many things that i don't believe in, and yet have to compromise for the sake of assignments.

1. To keep a balanced view.
2. To know that making a firm stand might seem like i discriminate homosexuals.
3. Believe that it can be caused by genetics.
4. If not, marks are sacrificed.

Sigh, i hope God doesn't blame me for this.
But.. with every atom inside of me, i really disagree that there's any relation of homosexuality at all to biology. It's really nurture, not nature.


I blog for a specific reason - to remind myself of great memories.

I used to care about how much readers i'm getting, but now i really don't anymore. 'Cause i no longer see the point of posting for such purpose.

I'm blogging so frequently recently because i find it such a joy to view my archives and start reading them. Somehow, it makes any bad day good. Put a smile to see the difference in the way i type, put a smile when i remember the joy-in-the-sun moments i had, etc. Ultimately, puts "a curve that makes everything straight" on my face :)

Memories, something one can't live without.
Better than anything possible in this world, other than God of course :)



I always enjoyed National Geographic Magazine. Really wonder why i never bothered to subscribe it haha! But boy has it been long since i've read one. I remember how NatGeo was compulsory for reading session for sec 4s. Love it.

I think it's a magazine that really gives you a better insight to what's happening around, not just in the world of politics. Because environment really matters more, a lot more than superficial wealth. It also talks about what social problems are going on around the world.

Besides, they've great clear pictures. Makes me go phwoah wow every single time. All the more, makes my heart itch for a DSLR haha! Then again, i don't need unnecessary attention with a bulky camera ;)


It's really not like i'm going to give up or something. I've not lost my motivation yet really, which is fine. But like heckkkkkk i've never been so disappointed with myself before.

First InfoTech,
Now MST.

I probably can punch myself upside down now for studying hard and not studying smart. I feel totally wasted suddenly, but i'm fine yo.

Sigh.




I want to get involved in a flash mob so badly. Bet it'll spice up my life 10000000x!




Dawn asked why i was saving pictures of rundown buildings. To me, they look special. It feels like every dirt, every dust in it has a long history to tell. Dilapidated they may look on the surface, but inside, i believe they will tell intriguing stories.

Wowwww, and i'm actually quite glad granddad owns a shop house. It's like keeping history alive, which is great. Way better than living in a developed hub filled with high-rise buildings at every corner street you turn to.

Sort of miss the lush greenery at park connector right now, annddddd missing chloe cleo terriblyy heh heh :)


some pictures from mela's birthday...


i miss sister V like so terribly much!!






i'm so so so in love with bee's camera hehehe (L)


I can just die for infotech test tomorrow. When i finally managed to log into my casegrader, i encountered so many other problems. Wake up call really, so it's good.

I've no clue on what's NESTED IF, COUNTIF, VLOOKUP and all the other shitty shits lolol. I mean i do recall learning them but when to apply, how to use them, ughhh blank blank blank! I don't know how to use NESTED IF and that's like the very first step. I can sooooo flunk my infotech. I feel like giving up so badly, and i know i'm going to regret. Better ask questions tomorrow!

Sacrificing my lunch for infotech, woahhhhhhh.


i honestly don't know how to feel right now since it's 1214 and i'm not exactly prepared for infotech. i was just wasting my time away thinking of people i care for lolol. sounds dumb, i know. but it's like a sudden urge to give all of them a big tight bear hug and let them know that i never want them out of my life. never ever.

oh well. infotech, sighhhh.

a tiring week ahead, i can't wait for phi phi!!


I don't know why i'm missing so many people right now.

Am in such a mood whereby i wanna shout I Love You to everyone i cherish and i desperately wanna meet them now.

Awwww, sucks to miss people so badly.




Maybe i should get an external webcam for better quality pictures haha!

since i'm starting work at 815 instead, i'll blog a slightly longer post :)

Mel's party was such a blast, and she was totally adorable please. She sucked helium and went, "It's so fluffy i'm gonna die!" Awwwww (L)

And so many people were playing with helium it's so funny hehehe :)

I'm currently addicted to this strawberry milk sweet, nom nom nom :)


i'm gonna study now.

bye!


I'm so sick of doing work, projects especially. I rather be bombarded with millions of assignments in paper form than to come up with a presentation that doesn't allow you to use powerpoint lololol.

But then again, i'm still lagging behind for my math :( When i come back from project, i got to chiong chiong chiong!

PLUS: I will not sleep late today. Latest - 11pm.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELA!

You're such a cutie pie, love youuuuu! (L)